Never ending love {Editing}

Part 44

Cameron's POV

Anna and I are laying in her room. Not talking just lying there in silence. Peaceful and lovely. My arm wrapped around her. And the other hand holds hers. We stare at the ceiling. The sun was shining outside. She was wearing white shorts and a pink top. Her hair wavy. I had on black skinny jeans and a black tee shirt. Anna broke the silence.

"You know when you were gone I was in hell." she says.

"No" I say.

"Well I was" she breathes out. "Hailey followed me around for weeks making sure I ate and didn't threw up my food. She threw out every razor in the house. She locked the knife away and locked the windows so I wouldn't kill myself. I was in such a deep depression that I would sit in my room ,in the dark ,no phone or computer, and just sit there and cry. I missed you so much Cameron. I blocked you so I wouldn't hurt even more. And you know that day I saw you? My heart broke even more. But I realized I was already broken, something broken can't be broke."

I never knew these things. Hailey and Nash told me she was sad but I didn't really listen. Cause I was trying to heal. I was hurt too. I was in hell and I guess she was too ,but if we were both there why didn't we come across each other.

"I'm sorry." is all I could say.

"I was in hell too. Knowing you and Nash were hanging out and I couldn't see you. Or all the retweets of your tweets about me. All the drunk nights I texted you but had no response. All the late nights of insomnia. All the times I tried to forget you but I knew I couldn't. You were always on my mind and if not there you were always in my heart. I hated myself cause I caused this and I knew I couldn't fix it. I knew I fucked up the only good thing in my life. Those girls, those parties, the drugs, the alcohol didn't mean anything, those things could never compare to you. You were my drug, you are my drug. And I'm afraid I never want to go to rehab for this addiction." I say. She looks up at me. Her big blue eyes staring at me. Her lips curved into a small smile.

"I love you Cameron Alexander" she smiles.

"I love you Anna Lee" I tell her kissing her lips. I loved her so.

We go back to silence. She played with my fingers and I smiled. There was a knock on the front door. She gets up to answer it and I follow. She opens it and I stand behind her.

"Aaron? What the hell happened to your face?" Anna says pulling him inside and sitting him down on a stool. She gets an ice pack and tells him to put it on his face. His eye was black and puffy. He had starches all over, and a cut on his lip and eyebrow.

"Bruh who did this?" I asked.

"I was coming over to talk to Hailey. Is she here?" He asks.

"No she's out with Sam" Anna replies.

"Oh well I shouldn't be here when they get back then. I'll be going." he says standing up.

"The hell you are" Anna says pushing him back on the stool.

"Who did this? Sam?" I asked.

"Yeah but I'm fine" he says standing up again. Just to be pushed back down by Anna.

"Dude he is an idiot" I tell him.

"What the hell my brother is a dumbass. Shit Hailey is going to be pissed" Anna says.

"Well I was just coming to say bye. I'm going back to Louisiana." he says standing up.

"What?" Anna says looking surprised and sad.

"Yeah can you tell Hailey I say bye?" He asks.

"Yeah sure thing man" I pat his back.

"Well I have to go. Bye" he says hugging me then Anna.