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"One day, Shawn Mendes...you're going to make it big!" Camila, his beloved girlfriend of three years said, slinging her arms around his bare shoulders as he picked tunes on his guitar that Camila got him for his birthday. "Thank you, baby."
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"I'll call and text you everyday, love." Shawn kissed her head. "Don't forget about me." Her voice trailed off - their arms still wrapped around each other. "Never, I have to get onto my flight - I love you. So much," his voice was low and full with meaning, "I love you too. Now go! Rockstar!" Before he left - he kissed her, with everything he had. He didn't want to let go but he knew Camila wouldn't let him miss his first ever international tour.
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Two months, he hasn't spoken to her in two months. He didn't return any of her phone calls or messages and she was heartbroken.
He wasn't supposed to forget about her. She doesn't mean to sound selfish but if she could take back agreeing to him going on tour, then she would've taken it back. She would've never agreed if it meant that her best friend, her soul, her love - wouldn't speak to her.
"My fucking period..." Camila's voice was detached and clinical. Her best friend, Ariana Grande - yes. Ariana fucking Grande looked at her in confusion. "W-what about it?" Ariana's eyes were wide as if she already knew what she was implying. "I don't know but I haven't gotten it!"
Camila was going insane, "are you sure it's just not supposed to come for another day?" Ariana was trying her best to reason with her but it only flustered Camila, "it's been late for two months."
And just like that, they were out buying pregnancy tests and back home, chewing at their nails - waiting the longest five minutes they've ever waited. "I-it's positive and it's his..." Camila was irritated.
Her boyfriend hasn't spoken to her and she didn't even know if she could call him that anymore and she was pregnant with his baby. The last thing she needed was for her child to have an absent father.
She'd always talked about children with Shawn and the thought of having his children always made her heart flutter but right now, in this moment, she was terrified.
She was about to be a backup singer for an upcoming artist on tour and the last thing she needed was a pregnancy and an absent father-boyfriend-not-boyfriend to think about.
She was lucky that the doctor she went to post finding out about her pregnancy said that she was okay to be on stage.
It was just a matter of flying around.
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"Fuck!" Shawn threw his brand new phone at the wall, "dude, that's a new phone..." Connor frantically ran to the phone to check its condition - cracked. "It doesn't matter, I can't contact my own goddamn girlfriend. I lost all my contacts." Shawn yanked at his hair.
They talked for hours about how he could ask his mother to talk to her but she told him that she changed her number as well which made Shawn lose all hope.
"Alright man...I'm gonna go to my room. Feel better." Connor hugged him before leaving the room.
Shawn was a mess. Sure, tour was great but he just wanted her. He wanted nothing more than to go back home to her. No, he doesn't mean home as in a roof over his head, he meant home as in her arms - wrapped up in his. Her I love yous being hummed into his ear. That's all he wanted. But he was facing reality right now - the reality that was him not being able to talk to her.
He was lost in his train of thought until he heard rummaging come from the hallway of the suite he was staying at for the time he was in Japan.
Maybe he was hallucinating. Maybe he was dreaming. He didn't know but he could've sworn he saw Camila.
"S-Shawn?" Her words were weary. She had dropped her bags and neither of them noticed that they were inching closer and closer to each other until they were a kiss apart.
"What are you doing here, love?"
There was the name.
The name he called her when they were dating.
Were? Are? She didn't know.
"Oh - so now I'm your girlfriend!" She shoved his chest. She was angry with him but it was always a struggle for her to stay mad. "Mila..." he sighed but he didn't look at her for a moment. "I...I can't do this right now..." she croaked, taking her bags out of the room that they were supposedly supposed to share.
Shawn never knew heartbreak until he couldn't get a hold of her.
And now, knowing that she is in the same place as him but wasn't near him - wasn't kissing him - Killed him.
