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Not like her (2)

Shawn was upset and confused, so fucking confused. He loved Camila, truly. He always had.

But what she said, he couldn't help but think that Hailey had said something to her while he was gone. No, she definitely did.

"Hey babe!" The familiar pitchy voice and clinking sound of jewellery was behind Shawn as the door shut, "what did you say to Camila?" Shawn dramatically turned on his heel to look her in the eyes.

He was furious. His eyes were hooded and his fists were balled up, "what are you talking about?" She asked, innocently. She made an attempt to touch Shawn but he backed away, he couldn't stand her right now.

"I just didn't want her to distract you from me..." her voice faltered as if she was now the victim, "so you tell her to stop talking to me? You know how much I value my friendship with her!" Shawn paced around his apartment , "I just thought it'd be best for you - for us. She seemed to bombard you with her problems," she followed him as he angrily walked into his room, "She doesn't bombard me with her problems!" Shawn's voice was cracking because he wanted to cry, he wanted to cry because he was losing his best friend and his love if he was going to be truthful because of someone as insecure as Hailey. "Shawn! She literally isn't a happy person! Come on, I'm happy all the time which makes you happy! Not someone that is just a sad lowlife-"

"What the fuck did you just say?" Shawn growled as his jaw trembled. "I want what's best for you." She whispered, "oh yeah?" He wanted to punch the wall so bad but he kept himself from doing so. She nodded and Shawn didn't think twice before saying what he was about to say, he didn't need to think. He knew that this was what he was supposed to do. "If you want what's best for me, then listen to this and leave, I'm breaking up with you. I don't need someone happy all the time, I want Camila because she's pure and human who has emotions and knows how to use them. Don't you dare try to call her a lowlife. Get out." Shawn pointed towards the door as he ran his fingers through his hair.

"Shaw-" her eyes were glassy, "get the fuck out!" He said again and with that, she walked out the door, slamming it on the way out.

He sat on his bed with his hands covering his face as he contemplated what he'd do next. He needed to text her, see her, touch her. He just needed her right now, more than ever.

Shawn
Please talk to me

Camila
What about Hailey? I don't want her to think anything bad

Shawn
We broke up.

Camila
What the hell?? Why??

Shawn
Because I love you.

Read 10:24 PM

Did Camila read that right? He loved her? He felt the same way about her? But why her? She was nothing but a sad and broken human who didn't look as nearly as beautiful as Hailey was.

She didn't think before driving over to his house. She had no clue if this was how you were supposed to deal with these type of situations but at this point, she had no other options.

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"Camila?" Shawn looked like he'd been crying. She watched carefully as he let her in and as he shook, slightly. "Shawn, I-I I'm not like Hailey. I'm not like her where I can always be happy. You truly make me happy and I love you for that but I'm nowhere as pretty as her and I'm not like her when it comes to dealing with boyfriends because I don't know how to love someone but I know I love you and I'm scared that once I fully open myself up to you, you won't want me anymore." She cried and held herself as her whole body shook, she couldn't look at him so she looked down not wanting to look at his reaction.

She felt his fingers slowly life up her chin so that she could face him and his beautiful face smiled down at her, "let me love you." He whispered as he leaned in, closing the gap between them. The kiss, it was magical - way better than the other kisses. The other ones were out of being drunk but now, this was out of love and compassion. "I love you," she whispered, leaning her forehead on his. "I love you so so so much, Camila. I'm going to show you that."

A/n
It was so warm out today! It felt so nice to just lay outside for a bit (not that you care lol) anywayssss I hope you enjoyed! I'm sorry I didn't post this earlier.

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