𝕊𝕙𝕒𝕨𝕞𝕚𝕝𝕒 | 𝕀𝕞𝕒𝕘𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤

Like to be you

"I get worried
I might lose you a little
Every time we
Every time we argue and get caught up in the moment"
-Shawn Mendes
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"Shawn, we can't keep fighting like this," the couple had finally calmed down after their 30 minutes of yelling at each other.

They've been fighting for weeks, their relationship of 3 years was going down the drain. They loved each other, dearly but with both of their busy schedules, they just couldn't help themselves but buttheads.

"Camila, please," Shawn walked up to her, slowly, tears in his eyes, caressing her face but she backed away, "I'm tired of fighting, goodbye." With that, she walked out of the apartment.

That was almost 3 months ago and Shawn was a wreck. Not only did he lose his best friend, he lost the love of her life. He knew he should've fought for her and he knew that he shouldn't have kept blowing her off during their little time together. He couldn't help but blame himself.

Today was the day that he was going to go forward with his plan, he was going to get her back. At his show. Crazy, he knows but it's the best way he could think of. Camila's mother had kept in touch with him saying that she still loves him and Camila could never possibly leave him behind.

"Hey, it's Shawn. I-I know this is out of nowhere, god this sucks. I have a show in Miami in two days, you and whoever you want are welcome to come. I don't know if you hate me and just never want to see me but I'd love for you to be there. If you decide to come, there will be a sectioned off space in the front just for you. I miss you, Mila."

Maybe that message was too bold or too much but Shawn didn't care. He needed her. He knew she'd come or he hopes so, anyway.

"What's up, Miami!" He ran onto the stage, screaming at the roaring stage of Miami. Before saying anything else, he looked for her. There she was, looking gorgeous as ever. He was so blindly in love.

He locked eyes with her, not taking them off her, "today, I want to do something different." The fans went wild. The room went black but suddenly lit up with candles and pictures of memories of the ex couple. If Shawn couldn't hear already, he definitely couldn't hear now. The crown had lost it.

He saw as she covered her mouth with her hand and gasped, grabbing her mama for support. The tears in her eyes almost made Shawn forget that he was on stage.

He stood at the end of the stage, guitar in hand not looking at anyone but her, "this is Like to be you,"

"Don't cry, or do whatever makes you feel comfortable
I'm tired, too
There's nothin' left to say, let's call a truce
'Cause I don't really wanna go to bed like this"

He watched as she swayed her hips, slowly to the beat of the song.

"I'm so sorry
We're still stuck in the middle
I'm so sorry
'Cause in the moment I"

"I don't know what it's like to be you
I don't know what it's like but I'm dying to
If I could put myself in your shoes
Then I know what it's like to be you"

Now she was mouthing the words, looking around in awe at the pictures changing slowly of the two.

"Can I kiss you or not?
'Cause I'm not really sure right now of what you want
Are you still mad at me? I'm hopin' not
'Cause maybe we could go to the movies
I know that always cheers us up, hey"

He sang Julia's part but slowly walked down the steps, walking closer to her. Before grabbing her hand, he wiped the tears streaming down her cheeks.

He continued to sing but soon pulled her slightly towards the stage. She walked behind him, hand in hand as he sang. The crowd was going insane but neither of them could hear it. It was just the two of them.

"I get worried
I might lose you a little
Every time we
Every time we argue and get caught up in the moment"

She was so lost in his eyes. She has never stopped loving him and she was certainly not going to start now.

"I don't know what it's like to be you
I don't know what it's like but I'm dying to
If I could put myself in your shoes
Then I know what it's like to be you"

He smiled at her with a wink and she couldn't help but blush and smile back as she swayed and mouthed the words.

"so tell me what's inside of your head
No matter what you say I won't love you less
And I'd be lying if I said that I do"

This was confirmation for her, that he still loved her and never stopped. This was his apology and she didn't know how to act. She gripped his hand as he continued to finish the song, never once did he look away from her.

The song finished and the fans went crazy but once again they couldn't hear them.

"Mila, I love you. So much. I'm so sorry," he hugged her closely. "I love you more, baby" Shawn was relieved when he heard her call him that. He attacked her lips and he felt her smile into it.

Shawn promised to himself that he was never going to let her go. He couldn't live without her and he lived to learn that.

A/n
Something different. I don't know how I feel about this one lolz. Guys help I'm seriously running out of ideas, what a good author I am 💀

Help im so immature I laughed when I put the word "buttheads" am I okay?!??

Also, I didn't check if this was edited thoroughly sooo my bad 
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