My Moon Flower 『ᴊᴀᴇᴡᴏᴏ』

Chapter 12 : Full Moon

Jungwoo POV

I was half conscious when Jaehyun carried me over my four poster bed. My body temperature has somehow calmed down now. As he laid me on the bed, the smell of jasmine that lingers on my sheets and pillows enveloped me, making me relax even just for a bit. 

"I'll just take a quick shower." Jaehyun said as he removed all of his clothes and went to the bathroom. Oh God!

Are we finally doing it this time? I thought as I fight off the stabbing pain. I feel nervous all of the sudden, my stomach is in knots. What if he doesn't feel the same way about me? What if he's only doing this because he was force to? What if we became awkward after this? What if he finds me lacking and inexperience? These thoughts swirled in my mind, as I fight with the pain and my emotions. 

Absorbed with my thoughts, I was distracted when I saw Jaehyun step out of the bathroom. With only the light of the full moon illuminating the room, his body looks pale and white. He stood there like Adonis, wearing just a towel to cover himself from his waist below. His toned abs and firm muscles radiating sexiness as he walked towards the bed and sat down at the edge.

"You're still warm." he said with concern in his voice as he touched my forehead gently.

"Tell me how to make you feel better." he added softly.

"Are you sure?" I asked him, uncertain about what he's thinking at the moment.

"Are you afraid?" I asked again.

"Yes, I am. And no, I'm not afraid. Not when it's you." he replied as he held my hand.

"You can back out." I whispered.

"No backing out." he responded firmly as he pulled me in an embrace.

"Jungwoo..." he softly said my name.

"Yes?"

"I don't know if this is the right time to say this. But.." he hesitated.

"But?"

"I love you." he declared as he released me from his embrace while his hand tilt my head to his, so he can see my expression. For some unknown reason my emotions came flooding out, tears welled up in my eyes.

"Why are you crying again?" he asked, as he used his finger to wipe my tears.

"I...I'm just happy." I said honestly. My doubts, slowly dissolving.

"Smile if you are happy. I miss your smile. Please."  he said, almost begging.

"I love you Jeong Jaehyun." I told him as I muster the courage to lay it all out. I wrapped my arms around his neck and smiled at him, the sweetest and heart warming smile that I can give. 

I pulled us down on the bed as he leaned in and gave me a kiss. Then he slowly draw his lips away, keeping them close enough but almost touching as he caressed my cheeks slowly. I gave out an impatient whimper as I drew him in for another kiss.  I wanted him, like I never had in my life. Cycle or without. 

"I.... I need you." I whispered huskily at his ear. The stabbing pain I felt earlier is now replaced by a need, much stronger now after we affirmed our feelings for each other. 

He pulled out from my embrace and smiled as he slowly unraveled my bathrobe, revealing my naked body underneath. With just enough moonlight, my body glistened like a serene lake underneath a full moon. 

"You're beautiful." he said as he gaze on my body. I didn't respond as I feel impatient with so instead I pulled him on top of me. 

He kissed me again, more needy and urgent this time. I broke our kiss and offered my neck to his moving lips as I position myself underneath him. He obliged and nibbled my skin as he move along the way. A soft moan escaped my lips as I feel intoxicated by his sweet lips on my skin. He traveled down my neck, until he reached my chest.