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2 years earlier
Today is the day that my best friend is leaving our home town to move to LA. I'm going to miss him so much but at least i get to Say goodbye to him at the airport today.
I had to get up really early but I didn't care. I put on some black ripped jeans and a black and white striped top. All i did was brush my hair and my teeth before i grabbed some shoes and headed to meet daniel at his house.
Once i got there i picked him and his family up and took us all to the airport. The ride wasn't a good time like it was normally when i spent time with daniel instead everyone just seemed a bit sad and honestly i was sad too but I didn't want to make daniel feel bad so i kept it to myself.
It wasn't long before i got to airport where we had to say goodbye. Daniel's family said goodbye first before daniel came over and gave me the tightest hug ever.
You: promise me you will keep in touch
Daniel: i promise, I couldn't live without you there's no way I'm going to stop talking to you
You: you better stick to that Seavey or i will hunt you down
He gave me one last hug and a smile before heading off into the airport that would lead him to fulfilling his dream. Once he was gone me and all his family cried a bit because we finally realised what had happened. We all got back in the car and talked about some good memories we had with daniel to cheer us all up.
Truthfully i never thought it would affect me so much but seeing daniel leave made me realise that the whole time my feelings towards him were more than just feelings between friends. All of the sudden i regretted not telling him how i felt even tough I didn't really know myself but now it was too late and i was just going to have to move on.
Back to the present
Today is the day i finally move to LA my modelling career has finally picked up enough for it to be worth moving there. I was really excited but mortified that i could see daniel again, i still thought about him almost everyday and my feelings didn't go away if anything they got stronger. The reason i was scared to possibly see him again is because we only kept in contact fir the first few months and he probably doesn't remember me or care about me anymore which upset me. I was just hoping that fate would find its way and whatever happened was meant to be.
I shook away those thoughts and got up to head to the airport, i put on a comfy outfit for the flight which consisted of some black high waisted leggings with small cut outs by the hips and a sports bra type of crop top with straps that went quite high up on my shoulders (inspired by Christina and all the fabletics clothes). Once i was dressed i grabbed my suitcases and got in my parents cars as they were taking me to the airport.
We soon arrived and i said goodbye to my parents before i went into the airport. I went through the security and checked all my bags in before getting to the main part of the airport where i got some breakfast. I didn't get much for breakfast because i wasn't that hungry from being so nervous. Luckily i had already sent some furniture to my new place in LA and it came with some furniture but i knew i was going to have to get more when i arrived. I sat at my gate thinking about what my life would be like in LA and how much I was leaving behind in Oregon like my friends, family and the security of my hometown. I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't realise that it was time for my flight. I got on the flight and just listened to music for the whole 3 hour flight.
