Secret Love(on-going)

Chapter 19

Chapter 19

LLTS

Walang gabing hindi ako umiiyak. Thinking that his leaving me. But i have no choice. Gusto kong sabihin sa kanya na wag kong iwan. Pero masyado yatang makasarili ako.

"Your Dad is in the Hospital! His been there for months now. Lagi syang na hi-highblood because of the company. Nawawala ang ibang stocks! Yung connection nyu sa US sa shipping lines na putol din! Your Mom is taking Sleeping pills just to sleep. Now tell me your not going to be selfish!"

He's father is ill. At mas kailangan sya dun. Wala rin sya makukuha sa isang katulad ko.

"Aray ko!" nabitawan ko ang niyog ng maramdamang tumama ang patalim ng machine na ginagamit ko pang giling ng niyug.

"Fuck! Baby. Come here!" pinatay ni Easton ang machine at hinawakan ng daliri kong dumudugo.

"Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! I told you to let me do it!" aniya habang hinihipan.

Ngumuti ako at inabot ang bulak at betadine sa gilid ni Easton.

"Sanay na ako"

"Fuck your excuses!" marahan nyang sabi habang nilalagyan ng betadine ang daliri ko.

Baby, stay with me. Can you? Gustong gusto ko iyon sasabihin kay Easton but i know my limits.

"ako na rito. Intindihin mo na yung nga costumers,please?" pumikit sya ng mariin at nagmura bago tumayo at iniwan ako para intindihin ng costumers.

He volunteered to help me. Wala na man daw syang gagawin na iba sa bahay nila. I should cherish every moment with him.

"let me show your scars" nilahad ko sa kanya ang naka band aid kong daliri.

We both relax pagkatapos intindihin ang costumer. Sya muna ang gumigiling ng niyog habang ako na man ay umiintindi sa ibang costumer.

"ang tigas kasi ng ulo mo" mariin nyang sabi at pinagsiklop ang mga daliri namin. I will miss his hands.

"Sorry" mahina kong sabi.

"It's okay, promise me. You won't hurt yourself next time."

Tumango ako at ngumuso.

"Unfair yun. Iniingatan kita tapos sasaktan mo lang sarili mo" napaiwas ako ng tingin sa kanya.

I can't act normally when his around. Nasasaktan ako. Hindi rin dahil sa pag alis nya kundi sa pagsinungaling at pagtago. He could have said it to me.

"hey, are you okay?" hinawakan nya ang panga ko at binaling sa kanya.

"of course i'm okay." i lied

" i can't see your okay"

"i'm just happy" nahihina kong sambit.

"ganon ka magsaya? Umiiwas ng tingin at nanghihina?"

I saw pain in his eyes. I cupped his face and give him a smooth kiss on lips.

"is that okay to you?" tanong ko ng makalayo ang mukha ko sa kanya.

"No, i want LLTS!"

Nakakunot noo ko syang tignan.

"what's that?"

"LLTS stands for Lip Lock Tongue Sip" bigla namang uminit ang mukha ko

"kahit kailan, mahalay ka talaga"

"atleast sayo lang!"

"dapat lang!" mataray kong sabi.

"now, my baby is clingy" aniya at pinalupot ang braso sa beywang.

"ewan ko sayo" maarte kong sabi.

He didn't say anything at bigla nakang binaon ang mukha sa leeg. He always do that.

"i love your scent" bigla nyang sabi. Agad naman nagsitayuan ang mga balahibo ko.

"Sadyang mabango talaga ako" pabiro ko sakanya.

"Ang bango mo kaya nakaka addik ka!" he kissed my neck.

"hindi mo pa ako na singhutan, talagang adik kana!"

"Adik sayo"

"ang cheessy mo!" natatawa kong sagot.

"atleast sayo lang" mataman nyang sabi.

"Hoy!" bigla kaming napabaling ni Easton ng Marining ang pamilyar na boses " bibili ako! Mamaya na yang lampungan!" napatawa ako bahagya ng makita si Trent.

Tatayo na sana ko ng pigilan ako.

"just sit here, ako nalang" ngumiti sya bago umalis.

"And your Mother needs you most!"

"Easton! Your mother is labored for your company! You can just tell her that you will be back!"

"No! I will never leave her! Kahit na sabihin ko pa sa kanya ang totoo hindi ko sya iiwan!"

Para itong sirang plaka na pa ulit-ulit ko naririnig sa utak ko. And it makes my heart ache.

Bumangon ako sa kama at kinuha ang jacket. It's been a long day. Parang ayaw pang umalis kanina ni Easton. Either i don't want to let him go.

Sinalubong ko ang malamig na simoy ng hangin ng makalabas ako ng bahay. Umupo ako sa isang nakatumbang puno at tumngin sa mga bituin.

Eversince when i was a child. Lagi kong binabantayan ang shooting star sa labas . They say that if you will wish from the falling star matutupad yun.

I smiled bitterly. If i will wish from the fallung star. Can he stay?.

"Hey!" bigla akong napatayo ng marinig ang pamilyar na boses ni Easton.

"Easton?" tanong ko habang hinila sya papaupo sa tabi ko. "anong ginagawa mo dito gabi na!" he smiled and hug me. And i know why he is doing this.

"i just want to see you. And hug you. And kiss you"

"Bat hindi ka tumawag?"

"i don't want you to worry about me"

I smiled before pressing lips on him. I was just planning a soft kiss but it turns out passionately.

"Easton, baka may makakita satin dito!" pigil ko sa kanya.

Tumayo sya at hinila ako patungo sa madilim na parte. He pinned me the tree and crash his lips on mine.

It was not the darkness of life consume us. It was darkness of our body.

"hmmm" napaungol ako bahagya ng bumaba ang halik nya sa leeg ko.

"don't make a noise, baby" he whisper on my ears before massaging my breast. "...or we both make a noise." he huskily said.

His lips crash on my lips while his hand massaging my breast and the other one caressed around my body.

"Baby, you're not wearing a bra"

Naramdaman kong namula ang pisngi ko.

"i-i didn't W-Wear a b-bra in n-night" pinipilit kong wag mag utal ng bumaba ang kamay nya sa gitna ng hita ko.

"i wonder your not wearing something dowm there too?"

Akmang hilahin nya sana ang pajama ko pa baba ng biglang kumahol ang aso sa kapit bahay.

Bigla nya itong hinila pa balik at niyakap ako.

"fuck, baby. Stop me from killing that dog!" napatawa nalang ako sa sinabi nya.

"don't worry i'll buy a dog food tomorrow"

"bakit? You should kim that dog for ruined our night."

"it didn't ruined. It was saved." tumawa ako at niyakap sya.

Baby, Easton? When are still gonna pretend to be okay? When are you still gonna keep that secret of yours?