Secret Love(on-going)

Chapter 23

Chapter 23

Regret

Naguguluhan akong naiwan mag isa sa opisina pagkatapos magusap kay Axel. Easton and him has connection. Even Tito Jay. What a small cruel world.

Napahilig ako sa backrest ng upuan sa sakit ng ulo. To much for this day, i think i need some break too.

Thinking Axel and Easton makes my blood boil. Hindi ko aakalain ganon sila ka close. "hindi! At hindi kami magiging close kailan man".Tumayo ako at lumakad papunta ng pintuan. I need to go the bathroom.

Bumuntong hining ako ng makalabas sa silid. Tulala akong lumalakad papuntang Cr ng biglang bumilis ang puso ko sa narinig ng magsalita ang anouncer.

"Atensyon to all Arrivals and Departures. Our Friend Mr. Easton Hugh Thompson request to play the music he wants before his take off. We hope that you all listen. Once again Goodmorning and have a good day. This is flight attendant Marice speaking. Have a wonderful flight" biglang huminto ang mundo ko sa narinig.

My heart starts aching when i hear the instruments of the music playing. My heart ache kasabay ng pag bagsak ng mundo ko.

You by the light
Is the greatest find
In the world full wrong
You're the thing that's right
Finally made it
Through the lonely
To the other side

As the song plays my head starting to roam the whole place. Nakakahilo. Nakakahilong hanapin ang mahal mo sa taong maraming umaalis at dumarating kasabay sa pag pabalik ng mga alaala nyu.

"next time you do that, make sure you're hands won't shake"

"May asthma kaba?"

Unti-unting ng si tuluan ang mga luha ko. Every moment we spend keeps returning in my mind.

Malakas na ang mga hikbi kong tinungo ang Departure area. Nagpaubaya na man ang mga nagtatrabaho dahil alam at kilala nila kong sino ako.

You said it again
My heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge
Of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark

Hinhingal akong nilibot ang mga mata sa loob ng Airport. Hoping i'll see him in one glance.

"Were inside the Church, minimize your voices"

"Baby."

Mas lalo akong napaiyak ng malakas. I'm losing a fucking hope.

"Ms. Yami, okay lang po ba kayo? Gusto nyu bang tawagin ko si Sir Jay?" hindi ko pinansin ang isang flight attendant at tinalikuran ito.

And I'm in love
And I'm terrified
For the first time
In the last time
In my only life

The music continued streaming. And my world cover some of our moments together.

"Tumalikod lang ako may iba kana?"

"Hindi yan ang tamang pagbubungkal."

I have to see him. Mabilis akong lumabas patungo sa field kong saan tumatakbo ang mga airplanes para lumipad.

And this could be good
It's already better than that
And nothing's worse
Than knowing you're holding back
I could be all
That you needed
If you let me try

Mas lalong bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko ng makita ko syang naglalakad papasok sa isang tunnel kong saan tutungo sa loob ng eroplano.

"May laro kami mamaya, i want you to cheer me"