Secret Love(on-going)

Chapter 33

Chapter 33

Profane

I woke up with so much pain in the head. Halos bumalik ako sa hinihigaan ko sa sakit ng ulo ko. May importante pa akong gawin sa Hospital. Pero hindi ko ata kaya.

Kinapa ko ang cellphone ko sa bedside table. I dialed Nurse Gina's number.

"Hello, Nurse Gina?"nakapikit kong bati. "Good morning, can you tell Chairman Mariano na mag a-absent muna ako?" minasahi ko ang sentido ko.

"Good morning din po, Doc . Pero Doc, may bagong Doctor ho na darating dito sa Hospital mamaya, sabi ni Chairman Mariano. Galing pa ho sa ibang bansa. Chairman Mariano want you here" napakagat ako ng labi.

Fuck! What do i do now? Ang sakit ng ulo ko!

"Sige Nurse Gina, pupunta ako mamaya after lunch, mag papahinga lang muna ako, may hangover eh, i did not expect that we have a visitor today".

"Sige ho Doc! Ingat po! Bye!" She ended the call.

Nanatili akong nakatitig sa kisame ng kwarto ko. Recalling from what i've did yesterday.

I know it's not the time to say sorry to him. Pero kailan pa ba? Kung saan huli na ang halat?

Does he still inlove with Lucy?

Biglang kumulo ang kumalam ang tiyan ko ng maamoy ang sinigang na baboy.

Fuck! It must be Agnes!

Napikit ako ng mariin ng maalala ang araw na nagkahang over ako. Fuck! Ayaa ko na talagang isipin yun.

Bumangon ako at maligo. At habang nasa ilalim ng shower ay nagdadasal na sana hindi si Agnes yun.

After i wash. Nag damit ako ng pambahay. I'm not going anywhere. I'll stay inside the house until 1 pm.

Nakapikit ako ng mariin ng unti-unting binuksan ang pintuan.

"What the fuck are you doing?" napamulat ako ng marinig ang boses ni claudio.

At first akala ko ang nakita nya, at first i thought that his referring to me. Kaya napagaan ang paghinga ko.

"Axe-" hindi naituloy ni Claudio ang pagsambit ng pangalan ni Axel ng biglang atakihin ni Axel ang mga labi nya.

My jaw drop as my eyes tears. I can't breath seeing them kissing like there's no tomorrow. Natakpan ko ang labi ko ng lumakbay ang kamay ni Axel sa loob ng t-shirt ni Claudio.

A tear escaped my eyes. I'm scared for them. I want them to be happy but i didn't expect to be like this. It's so profane.

I tried to understand love. Pero ng maghiwalay kami ni Easton ay hindi ko na iyon na intindihan. Love is like a unpuzzled word. Minsan kailangan nating intindihin at buo-in para lang ma intindihan.

Mahina akong napahikbi dahilan sa pagbigla nilang pagkabaling sakin. Ngayon. Dalawang kamay ko na ang nakatakip sa bibig ko. They look at me with so much shocked and fears.

They remain standing at nasa loob pa ang kamay ni Axel sa t-shirt ni Claudio at nakapulotpot ang braso sa batok ni Axel.

Noon pa man. Hindi magpapakamalan na bakla. Hindi sya umakto na katulad sa ibang bakla. Hindi sya sumusoot ng katulad sa ibang kagaya nya. He even kissed girl. Pero ang nasa harapan ko ngayon. Hindi sya yung Claudio na kilala ko. I know Axel too. Naguguluhan ako kong si Axel ba o si Claudio.

"Wag na kang lalapit sakin!" pagbabanta ko kay Axel ng sinubukan nyang lumapit. Napabaling ako kay Claudio na dumudugo ang labi. I think Axel bit it.

"Kunin mo ang first aid kit sa kusina. Dalhin mo dito" malamig kong utos kay Axel at biglang nilapit ng mangiyak-iyak na si Claudio.

Love is really a unpuzzled Word. That even we try to understand, hindi yun mabubuo kong kulang. Unpuzzled word needs a word that can make 'em complete and to understand.
Everybody needs just a little love, lots of hope and unshakable faith.

My day didn't go smoothly. Kahit sa pagpasok ko sa trabaho ay tulala parin.

Happiness can only be Generated through self given joy. And joy by your loved ones. It is not how we live, but out of gratitude and love how we live for others.

I tried to understand. Pero mahirap, napakamahirap intindihin ang pag-ibig.

"Hey, are you okay?" natauhan ako biglang makitang nasa visitor's chair ko na si Aiden.

His the new Doctor galing sa ibang bansa. He studied there pero dito sya lumaki.

"Y-Yeah, p-paano ka nakapasok?" i asked.

"Well, kanina pa ako.kumakatok pero walang sumasagot. I thought umalis ka pero nakita ko na man kanina na hindi ka lumalabas sa office mo," napakagat ako ng labi.

My heart skip a beat when he smiled. Her dimples went deeper and white teeth showed up as his aura could be breath taking.

"i just want to invite you for tonight. Just a welcome party, sa Cormick bar."

Napaiwas ako ng tingin. Sa dami daming nangyari ngayon. I don't think i can have some fun though. Medyo masakit pa ang ulo ko.

But. He's a new comer. So why not?

"I'll come" i smiled.

"Are you sure?" he assured.

Tumango ako habang nakangiti.

"Great then, i'll pick you up!"

"No!" agap ko. "kaya ko na. It's your party, you should greet your friends"

"Okay, see you later, Doctor!" kumindat muna sya bago umalis.

My Day wouldn't end without confusing. A person like me can't smile from sunrise to sunset a day, with a mysterious friends and unpuzzled words.

After my work, i weakky drove to home to changes some clothes. I ignored Axel, pagdating ko kasi sa bahay na sa sofa sya nakaupo, seriously waiting for me. I really expect him to do this, but i can't and i have no guts to face him.

I hurriedly take a bath and change dress, i wear a tight jeans and a black spaghetti and i covered it with leather jackets.

Lumabas ako ng kwarto at na pansin na hindi pa naka uwi si Agnes. Saan na man pumunta ang babaeng yun? . Tumikhim ako dahilan mabaling ang atensyon ni Axel sakin.

"Hindi pa naka uwi si Agnes?" malamig kung tanong.

umiling sya naparang na dismaya, his sorry not because Agnes isn't home yet but his sorry for what happened this morning.

Akmang lalabas na sana ako ng bigla nyang ipinuloput ang braso sa beywang ko. I stilled.

For a friend like him, i didn't expect things would happened like that.

"Baby, please let me explain" his voice almost broke.

"How do you explain, kissing Claudio, Axel!?" bigla kong kinalas ang braso nya sa beywang ko at hinarap sya.

"Baby, i like Claudio" a tear fell from my eyes.

This is not the people i know, iba sila sa nakilala ko. Paano?! They all act normal.

People change, i didn't know if they just change or they just hide the're true feelings.

Some people miss the message because they're too busy looking for the mistake. There's no such thing as people changing you only get to know them better. Sometimes, its not the person who change, it's the mask that falls off.