DESTINED

CHAPTER 18

Natalie walks in and stares at me in disbelief and starts shouting at me
" So she's the slut that has been making you too busy to pick my calls!"
Nicole is so embarrassed ,she wears her clothes and mumbles something under her breathe
" Natalie ,I'm sorry I've been busy ,and don't call her a slut she's my PA for fucks sake,have some respect it'll cost you nothing"
"So I catch you two busy fucking on your office desk and you have the guts to tell not to call her a slut,tell me what is she if not a desperate slut who's just after your money,Kyle we've been together for so long, you don't want to do this to me"
"Hey ,I'm sorry this happened I promised it'll never happen again, I never knew Mr Parker had a girlfriend"Nicole says and I pity her but I can't let Natalie embarrass her when I'm the one that led her into this.
" No Nicole don't be sorry, Natalie is not my girlfriend she's my childhood friend"
" So you won't tell her we have something going on between me and you, we not dating but we're fucking"
"Nicole please go I'll solve this on my own" I tell her and she goes out .
Once she's gone  I turn my attention to Natalie
" Jesus Christ Natalie why would you abuse that lady when she's innocent, I'm the one that led her into this"
"Well if she wasn't a slut she would have at least  resisted, but what did she do,she willingly opened her legs for you,infact if I didn't walk on you ,you two would have fucked right where you fucked me the other day, you're so cruel Kyle"
" Natalie I don't remember us regulating each other on whom to fuck, you're just my fuck mate and no feelings attached, despite you're my childhood and best friend,so let's stick to what we agreed on,you're not supposed to tell me who and who not to fuck, the last time I checked your not my mom, neither are you my fucking girlfriend!"I bark at her and she looks at me surprised and tensed
"Fine ,fuck her the way you want, you can fuck lots of ladies ,I don't care this is your life Kyle ,you're free to make your own decisions,whom I'm I to intervene, like you said I'm not your mother,I'm gone, you'll look for me when need be ,I know you'll run to me like a list puppy once she breaks your heart and I'll be waiting for you to remind you of today,have a good day Kyle!" With that she picks up her handbag and walks to the door, she gives me one last look before she heads out and bangs the door .
I walk back to my desk and burry my head in my hands ,I'm so fucked up. I just confessed  to Nicole like a few minutes ago, we were making out and when I was just about to make love to her Natalie walks in and destroys what I had just tried to build ,now Nicole hates my guts,she thinks I just wanted to use her but no I feel something for her. Ever since Chloe broke my heart I've never felt something like this.
I'm lost in thoughts and in my own world ,I don't know how I'm going to apologise to Nicole and tell her the truth, I don't know if It's love but I just want to spent the rest of my life watching her eyes

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Nicole
When  Mr Parker calls me to bring him food, I walk straight to the canteen to bring him his usual.
It's been one month since I started working as his PA and to be sincere life has changed drastically, he paid me the two weeks I had worked as his HR officer and summed  it  up  with my salary, we changed the couches in the apartment and also send some amount to Maya's parents,they're like family to me.
I've started falling for my boss and that's the most dreadful thing I ever did, sometimes I fantasize having him with me just the two of us ,maybe I would confess to him about how I feel about him I don't think I'll wait up for him ,which I'm sure he feels nothing but I'll just gather enough courage like Wandia who proposed to Aoro in the famous 'The River and the Source"
I walk straight into his office and head to place the food on his desk but he directs me to where he's standing
After I've placed the food on the table he calls me back and walks towards me,my breathe hitches and I think I get a twist in my pants when he kisses me on my lips. I've been dreaming about his touch and here I am and he's busy caressing me, I don't think twice about it I just kiss him back and when he carries me to his desk I'm wet as hell,he continues torturing when I really need him deep inside me already.
I've never had sex before because I always believed in sex after marriage, but whatever I'm feeling now,I feel like I'm in a sensual heaven. He inserts his finger in my coochie and starts stroking me rhythmically, I feel something build up in my abdomen and I feel uncomfortable ,I wonder what's happening to me and just as I've watched from movies, I grab hold of his dick and starts caressing it's too,he groans in pleasure and when he's just about to enter me,the door is knocked and in enters a beautiful girl.
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When I walk out of Kyle's office, I'm so ashamed of myself,I don't just understand why he would want to have sex with me when he had a girlfriend already or whatever she is. I'm so embarrassed but I have nothing else to do. Maybe I'll just wait for him to explain everything to me, whatever I feel for him is so strong and I don't want to loose him to somebody else not just when he just confessed he likes me, although that's not love but I believe that people who like each other eventually falls in love. As I head home, I have so much going on in my mind,my life's fucked up . I just don't know how I'm going to stand Kyle in the office given we made out with him and we have  a business trip in the next few days.