What If It Was All Fake... (Depressed Deku X Todoroki)

-Chapter 26- I can't... breath

-Todoroki's POV-

"Izu there is no snacks left I'm going grocery shopping" I shouted to him. I grabbed my keys and my father's credit card. "'Kay! When are you coming back" he asked me in a cheerful tone. "Maybe 30 minutes 'cause I also have to buy food" I said.

"M'kay stay safe..." He answered. His voice sounded bored and tired. I didn't really care and I walked out. If only I had knew...

-Izuku's POV-

He's left. I ate all the snacks on purpose. I knew that if I asked for something to eat and that there wasn't anything left he would go grocery shopping. I'm all alone now. I have an idea.

Dying. That's what I want and need. Ever since the bullying started, it was the only thought on my mind. Now I just need to find how I could do that. Something that would actually work.

Cutting? No. Last time they were able to save me.

Jumping of a roof? Neither. They also saved me.

I looked around in my room. Until my eyes landed on something interesting.

A fan. A rope. A chair.

That's all I need...

I ran out of my bedroom. I speed walked to my mom's room. She keeps a lot of weird crafting stuff. She was artsy when she was still alive. She loved to create stuff with her hands. Plus her quirk made it easier to draw, paint and craft.

"Bingo!" I found a rope laying in the back of the closet. I walked back to my room. I sat at my desk. I don't need to write letters. I stood up and dragged the chair under the fan. I turned the fan off. I tied the rope around the wood pole that held the fan.

Breath. It might be your last breathes Izuku...

"Just an average girl"

"She always wore a smile"

"She was cheerful and happy for a short while"

"Now she's older"

"Things are getting colder"

"Life's not what she thought"

"She wished someone had told her"

"She told you she was down, you let it slip by"

"So from then on she kept it on the inside"

"She told herself she was alright"

"But she was telling white lies"

"Can't you tell?"

"Look at her dull eyes"

"Tried to stop herself from crying almost every night"

"But she knew there was no chance of feeling alright"

"Summer came by, all she wore was long sleeves

'Cause those cuts on her wrists were bleeding through you see"

"She knew she was depressed, didn't want to admit it"

"Didn't think she fit it, everyone seemed to miss it"

"She carried on like a soldier with a battle wound"

"Bleeding out from every cut her body consumed"

"She had no friends at school, all alone she sat"

"And if someone were to notice she would blame the cat"

"But those cuts on her wrist, they were no mistake"

"But no one cared enough to save her from this self-hate"

"Things were going down, never really up"

"And here she is now stuck in this stupid rut"

"She knew exactly what she had to do next"

"Just stand on that chair and tie the rope around her neck"

"She wrote a letter with her hands shaking wild"

"Look at me now! Are you proud of your precious child?"

"But she knew that her parents weren't the ones to blame"

"It was the world that should bow down its head in shame"

"She stood up on the chair and looked out at the moon"

"Just don't think, it'll all be over soon"

"The chair fell down as she took her final breath"

"It's all over, all gone, now she's greeting death"

"Her Mom walks in, she falls down to the floor"

"And now nothing can take back what she just saw"

"The little girl that she raised is just hanging there"

"Her body's pale and her face is violently bare"

"She sees the note and unfolds it with care"

"All she does is stare"

"How can this be fair?"

"She starts reading as the tears roll down her face"

"I'm sorry Mom but this world is just not my place"

"I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in"

"I've come to realize this world's full of sin"

"There's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space"

"I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race"

"It's a disgrace, I was misplaced"

"Born in the wrong time and in the wrong place"

"It's okay though, 'cause you'll see me soon"

"You'll know when your time has come"

"Just look at the moon"

"As it shines bright throughout the night"

"And remember everyone's facing their own fight"

"But I can't deal with the pain, I'm not a fighter"

"You'll make it through the night"

"Just hug your pillow tighter"

"So let the world know, that I died in vain"

"'Cause the world around me, is the one to blame"

"And I know in a year, you'll forget I'm gone"

"'Cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on"

"That's what they used to tell me, all those kids at school"

"So I'm going by the law, "majority rules"

"My presence on this earth is not needed any longer"

"And if anything, I hope this makes you stronger"

"You're the best friend that I ever had"

"It's such a shame I had to make you so very sad"

"But just remember that you meant everything to me"

"And to my heart, you're the only one that held the key"

"Now it's time to go, I'm running out of space to write"

"And yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight"

"I'm watching over you from the clouds above"

"And sending down the purest and whitest dove"

"To watch over you, and be my helpful eye"

"So this is it, world, "

"goodbye"

"IZU I'M HOOOME!"

I kicked the chair down...

I... can't... breath...

Is this it?

Is it finally

the end...?