"That's me" // Xukun's FF

Chapter 7

Ziyi's POV

I walk into the company because it's high time I met with Xukun. I was supposed be with him from the beginning like Yanjun but I just couldn't put my anger aside. I can't believe he treated Nana like that. She is the most precious woman I have ever met. She is the most precious woman he ever met...yet he hurt her like that. I don't know if I will be able to forgive him for that. After I saw how devastated Nana is...she kept it all to herself all this time not to mention Xukun who was quiet too.

I can understand that being an idol isn't an easy thing. There is so many things you have to endure but that doesn't justify his behaviour towards the woman he loved. Towards the woman he was going to spend the rest of his life with. The woman who used to do everything just to find time when he was free because he hardly ever was. The woman who loves him with her whole heart. The woman who is most afraid of loosing him. The woman that is willing to stay quiet and be hurt because she doesn't want to force him to love. To feel pressured and uncomfortable. I can't believe he had ever thought of living such a woman like her.

I had put aside all my feelings before because I trusted him. I knew Nana liked him and I knew he liked her too. Considering how he cared for his mother I knew he would be taking good care of her. Even blind could have noticed that he was deeply in love with her. Her happiness was his first priority. He let her go on a date with someone else just to make her glad.

I remember that day clearly...

I come back to Yanjun's house after some walk. I like to breathe in the fresh air while loneliness is my companion. Today is the day when Nana goes on her first date with Chengcheng. I feel bad that it is not Xukun. I can forget about my feeling for my best friend. But it's hard to sit and do nothing when a guy who doesn't deserve her takes her out. However I can't just butt in since it is Xukun's will not to interrupt them. On the one hand I can understand it but on the other hand I think it would be better if he started to fight for her for real.

Suddenly from the distance I see Xukun. I don't remember the time he was so angry like now. He hardly ever let anger control him but I can only guess what had happened. He angrily walks into his car. He hasn't even notice me. He seems to be too focused on the situation and his feelings.

What if he changed his plans and he's going to ruin the date?

Not thinking much I run up to my car and follow the guy. If he do this, he will regret it later on. Nana will be sad that her date was ruined by him. She won't forgive him. Never. And I can't let that happen. I mean I could. I would have her for myself but would I really? I don't think so. Maybe if she did want to be with me, I would be just an option. Because the first one seemed not to be good enough. I don't want that.

He parks in front of a luxurious restaurant and I can tell it was ironically cheap move. I think Nana is the type of a girl that would appreciate a private dinner in the house. With home made food. But what can I know...he met her a lot earlier than I did. He might know her better. Or he just thinks he does.

I walk up the stairs and then the view I see made me shocked and happy at the same time. Yanjun's face make it all clear. Xukun's just going to stop him. I feel bad now that I have doubted his intensiones. I should have thought of it earlier. Yanjun has been so determinated to ruin this date. I sometimes can't believe how far he is willing to go to reach his goal. It's nothing new...when Yanjun puts his mind to something he will achieve it no matter what.