How God Called It [Being Edited And ON HOLD]

The Last Straw [2]

[Inner's POV]

Dinny: "Hey babes. What's going on? Sorry hun. Mom just called. Be right back." 18:00 received.
Dinny: "Babe, I'm back." 'just now' the text information says.
Me: "Hey love. Lol, what's up with the 'what's going on questions?'😂😂" I ask because even Sass asked the same question.
Dinny: "Well hello🙄.. I just confronted your boyfriend about that hideous-thank-God-I'm-light-skinned whoever she is on his d.pic. So are you gonna tell me something, anything?" my caring friend asks.
Me: "🤦🏼.. Friend, you don't wanna hear even the beginning of it. Trust me. However, I'm interested in your 'Confrontation with him' 😂😂." I say already laughing just at the image of those two chatting.
Dinny: "If I show you, will you tell me what's going on?" she asks. I can already imagine her wiggling her eyebrows. I face-palm myself as I know that either way she won't let go and I'm kind of eager to see her conversation with Tee.
Me: "Okay. 🤦🏼 I'll tell you." I sigh heavily as I know that, I'm just being nosey and quite frankly with news I'm not really ready to scan through, read, or have knowledge of. 'Yeah, when I'm anxious to know something, I skip to the end to see the net effect or, I scan through the text to find odd words😏.' Just as I'm in my zone, Dinny sends me a screenshot of her conversation with my boyfriend. "Here goes nothing." I say to myself as I start reading.

D: "Hi Thanksgiven. I hope you are good." she texted him.
T: "HI Dee. I am. You?😏" my boyfriend answered.
D: "Well I'm not, thanks to you. I don't even wanna know a lot. But, how's my friend feeling with that volcano lookalike you have there on your d.pic? You didn't even buy her anything for her birthday. Not even R5 airtime.😤" she said.
T: "Excuse me! I thought that was between me and her. I get that you're her friend but not mine. Just because we share a birthday doesn't make you mine either. In fact, why did you decide to keep my numbers? That time was an emergency. So, please. Don't ask me unnecessary questions. By the way, she's none of your business!" Tee texted.
D: "You know what?" Dee asked.
T: "That's a question Dee, but what?😒" my boyfriend replied back.
D: " Never mind." my girl replied.
T:" Never did." was his last response.

Me: "😳😳 Girl. What was that?" To say I'm shocked is an understatement. I'm shook.
Dinny: "Nawe futhi never mind😭😤. (You too never mind). Your turn to spill the beans friend." she says. I'm having a laughing fit as I read her previous text and the last three texts of her conversation with my boyfriend. I didn't think he'd be that rude but the last three lines are hilarious. These two surely do know how to make me laugh. I even forgot I was crying. Urgh.

Me: "Well girl, my boyfriend is having a "sidechick" just because you know, ahem. So he said he'd rather get it elsewhere while waiting for me.😔" I respond.
Dinny: VN "Girrrl 😱. He's crazy. What happened to 'I'll wait for you?'" she mimics my boyfriend's voice. "He's out of his mind. And why are you just sad? 🧐You should be happy and sad. Happy:-You're not the one being used as a driving school truck. Sad:- For obvious reasons.🙄😒" she says.
Me:" I know babe. But he made his choice on how to go about this." I shrug in defeat knowing that she won't see me.
Dinny: "Should I give him a piece of my mind?🤔" my dear friend asks.
Me: "No hun. You've done more than enough. Besides, after that convo you had, he's probably blocked you.🤷🏼" I tell her.
Dinny: "Right. Who said anything about using socials? And you know that I just let him be." she responded.
Me: "I do know that love. But it's OK really. I mean I only found out today. I'll probably talk to him later on.🤷🏼" I send this text, thinking about whether Dinny is just nosey, really cares about me or what. After all, we've known each other since kindergarten and us being in grade eleven now, well.. You get the gist of it. We've had our fair share of arguments and only one fight but we're good now.
Dinny: "You do that love. See you on Monday morning.❤️❤️" she tells me.
Me: "Monday morning it is love. See ya.😘❤️" I say.

The next day: Saturday afternoon.
Past tense.

'I know he's probably hung over right now as usual but I need to know. For what reason I don't know. But I need to know if that girl is the one. I mean, imagine kissing someone's lips whereas you know that they've been on someone else's. Probably drunk for that matter, urghh, ewww.. Grose!" I said to myself remembering everything I have to put up with because I really can't compromise myself just to keep someone. "Why does love hurt this bad. They say love is a sacrifice yes, but not a compromise. No I won't settle for less, I've already stooped too low. Lower than now is an impossible situation." I tried remembering my worth.

I decided to text Thanksgiven and clarify a few things. I might even end up being in square zero after the conversation but it's worth a shot.

Me: "Hey love." He didn't even send me a confirmation text that he got home safe.
Love: "Sure Inner." I felt my face get immediately insanely hot with frustration and anger. Yet I was simultaneously shocked and confused.
Me: "Uhm how are you doing?" I asked.
Love: "I'm fine. What can I do for you?" I... Yeah. That was his response.
Me: "Wow. 🙆🏼. Well please tell me that the girl on your d.pic is not the side chick? Tell me that I don't know her. Please."
Love: "She's not. And besides, she can know you but you don't have to know about her." he responded.
Me: "What's that supposed to mean?" I asked as I wondered. Is it a good or bad thing for her to know me and for me not to know her?
Love: "Well.. You don't have to know her. She's just a person I do it with. Not my girlfriend. And no, it's not her." I could tell he was lying. Otherwise why would he say 'she's just blah blah blah'.. It's her. I can feel it.
Love: "I can remove her from my dpic if you want me to.." I stared blushing and liking this idea. But honestly, I was still beyond hurt. Just because he's answering my questions doesn't mean he still wasn't cheating. And this time, he had the audacity to tell me.
Me: "Okay." That was the only response I could come up with. A minute later, he had a picture of himself and a different girl, holding hands, wearing same or rather similar sunglasses and has a caption that just makes my heart to drop to my stomach. 'Keeping it in giggles.'
Love: "Is this one better?😏" He has the audacity to ask if removing a girl's picture on his d.pic and replacing it with him and another girl's Pic holding hands is better!
Me: "Perfect." 'Ohh boy! You won't know what hit you once I move on with my life. Your days are numbered.' I said to myself as he's pulled the last straw!

To say again I don't care about him, I'm not hurt, I don't love him anymore would be a lie. But I have to find myself again. I'm more than this.

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