How God Called It [Being Edited And ON HOLD]

Will You Please?

[Thanksgiven's POV]

It's Monday and the second week of May. I miss my baby. I've been without her for four months now and I can't take it anymore. During break time I'll ask to walk her home to talk. Then I'll approach her about getting back together. I miss her. Her touch, her lips, her smile. Her big heart. I miss everything about her. Her stubbornness and tough cookie attitude. I simply miss her.

It's almost first period and my being is wailing for the third to end, so I could ask Inner to talk. I really haven't been functioning well without her. Not to mention that I've failed last term because my life was and still is a mess. I need my study partner. She motivates me. Not to mention that Sassy has been giving me both a cold shoulder and a silent treatment since she found out that I didn't make it. I know she cares and is hurt. Just as Inner cares.

Now is the second period. I have to take my books and leave since I'm expelled from this class. How come is Lovers not expelled though? I mean we were both blacked out in class but somehow I'm the only one expelled. The only person who can really tell me what really happened is giving me a cold shoulder. Urgh.. I'll even tell her that Inner and I are back together so she can speak with me. But it's no biggie. Inner won't deny my request for loves back.. I know she loves me too much.

Anyways, this guy has a double period. But Sass always gives me homework to this guy's subject. She just tells me what they did, secretly makes a recording just for me to have an idea of what was discussed. Right now, I might as well go to grade eleven Gee class and smoke weed and get high. It's as good as break time for me. When the bell rings I'll come back here, take my lunchbox money then eat and go to Inner's class.

[Break time]
[Same POV]

Well at least I didn't waste time. Smoking was fun. Plus the guys here know me as the top dog. I don't mind that. At least I excell at something. Time now for me to go back to my class and get my stuff and money then eat. And that's exactly what I do. After eating, I catch a glimpse of Inner and Happiness in the midst of a forensic science looking like case conversation.. I mean it's focused like it's a case by medical detectives or  Hawaii Five-0.

Those girls truly are best buddies. Well I don't have as much time and access to her as Happiness does. I mean they're in the same classroom, sit next to each other, attend church meetings together, on weekends they're at church, after church they're together, even at scouts they sleep together and man I hate her scouts thingy. Point is.. I've got to grow a pair and approach her because Happiness is always around. They can finish whatever they are doing now or taking about later.

I say this to myself as I'm making my way towards them. I can see Happiness' smile fading and her face fill with worry. Inner quickly notices and turns back.. Then, she sees me. She looks a bit taken aback, hurt, surprised, angry? Honestly I cannot tell. I'll only do so once she speaks to me. I close the gap between myself and the bench as to get a better look at her.

Me: "Ahem. Hi girls.." I greet them somewhat not so confident.
Happiness: "HI Tee. Girl I'll be back." She says as she stands up. But even this time like the last time with Hope, Inner sits her down and she's glaring at her best friend.
Inner: "Girl you ain't leaving. I've got nothing to say to this guy." She says looking somehow hurt.
Me: "Inner please, I-" She immediately cuts me off.
Inner: "Don't you dare Inner please me!" She says mimicking my voice. "I've no time to even listen to your weed high self. Just go." she says shooing me.
Me: "Inner please, it's important. Will you please just listen to me?" The minute I said it's important, she looked up at me as if I said my mom is sick. Now, I've got her attention. Nice one Tee, nice one. I say as I pat myself in the back.
Inner: "Two minutes. 59, 58, 57, 56, 55, 5-" Now its my turn to cut her off.
Me: "How am I supposed to talk when you're doing a countdown!?" I ask her.
Inner: "I don't know and quite frankly, does it look like I care!?" she makes a comeback.
Me: "Not really, but deep down I know you do. So, please let me walk you home so we could talk about it?" I say.
Inner: "Fine!" I'm hurt. I remember that being the first word she said the day she dumped me.
Me:  "Inner please.." She damn well knows I hate begging.
Inner: "I said fine! What more do you want.. A kiss? Huh.. Forget it. I'll meet you at the gate. Half past three sharp. Be late, I'm gone. Bye!" She says standing up and dragging her friend with.