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One hundred and seven: Absofuckinglutely

Isabella's POV

I had never been so happy to be in a car, but as soon as I saw on the GPS that we were almost there I felt my chest tighten and my stomach was going nuts. I lowered the window to get some air much to Mia's annoyance. "It's freaking could outside. My face is going to freeze off." She snapped, frowning her brows.

"I need to breathe!" I huffed out trying to lower the window again.

"Bella stop! Stop acting like a headless chicken!!" Mia's voice echoed through the car.

"I can't, I don't know what to do! If he really saw what happened he's not going to listen to me! And what do I do then huh? Just give up!? Walk away? I can't do that! Mia I fucking love your brother and I made a mistake. A big one, o monster of a mistake, but that doesn't make me love him less! Zach kissed me, and I let him, but I pushed him away! Lukas is not going to hear it even if it comes out of my damn mouth, so what am I supposed to do?! Please tell me because I don't know! I'm gonna go in there and do what! Drag him out? He's not going to come on his own just because I ask him nicely! I can't do this! I have no idea how to make this right!" I rushed out and I think I didn't even stop to breathe once, tears stinging my eyes as I was more desperate than I thought. Mia looked at me with an open mouth and wide eyes.

"Will you stop ranting!" She snapped at me. "Do I need to shake you awake?" She widened her eyes again. "It's Lukas! I'm pretty sure he loves you more than his own family." She said sincerely. "Which breaks my sisterly heart." She laughed, trying to cheer me up even though she was mad at me. "He was crying like a baby earlier at the thought of losing you. Don't tell him I told you!" She looked at me. "He's going to be mad but eventually he'll listen." She smiled. "It's going to be okay in the end, I swear it on this car, even though it's not mine..." She laughed which made me chuckle.

I rubbed my face in my hands, pushing all my wild hair back. I can do this, I need to do this for us. "Alright, what do I do?" I shrugged my shoulders.

"Just get him out of there first, before he does anything he's going to regret." She smiled comfortingly at me.

"Come with me...Please." I begged her, too afraid to go in there alone...

"No Bella!" she shook her head and my courage flew out of the car, with the windows closed. "The two of you made this mess and the two of you need to fix it...If I start butting in I'm going to pick a side and I don't want to do that!" She shrugged her shoulders while I fell back into my seat with a sigh. "We're here..." She said softly as she parked the car across the street.

"I don't think I can..." I shook my head, staring out of the window, watching the neon lights of the bar.

"Do you love him?" She asked me on a serious tone.

"Of course I do!" I didn't hesitate to reply, offended almost that she doubted that, but I couldn't blame her after such a monstrosity of a mistake. I wouldn't blame Lukas for doubting it too, but I didn't want that to be true.

"Tell him! Show him you love him by caring. Get your ass over to him and solve this bullshit!" She rolled her eyes when she leaned over me, reaching for the door handle. She pushed the door open and squeezed her eyes at me. "Bella, he needs you." She suddenly smiled.

She's right, sitting her like a scared egg isn't going to solve anything and for sure isn't going to get him back. "I need him too." I whispered as I got out of the car, warily looking at Mia before crossing the street. Please, please please let everything be fine.

I walked into the bar, neon lights everywhere, and to me it was rather grim than amusing. I was afraid walking in there that they were going to halt me at the door as I was obviously too young... But they didn't and when I saw the people inside the bar were around my age, I was no longer too scared to get kicked out. That's one problem less.