For some reason I haven't felt so free. Just the way the sunset reflects on my face leaving a gold hue. And the way I breathe seems so clear. So perfect. I just think I shouldn't waste life. Its a gift and I don't want to waist it.
I close my eyes as I breathe. Feeling so relaxed but something ruins it. I hear a loud sound from the cabin. As I was about to exhale out i open my eyes and look behind me towards the cabin. I look back at the sunset. Then back at the cabin again. I decide to stay where I am. I just thought Soda dropped something.
I hear Soda from outside the cabin. He comes out the door. I look back towards him as he walks beside me. " do you think you can stay here by yourself for a while?" I look up at Soda. But he just looked out at the sunset not making eye contact with me. I then say " i- idk- yeah, I guess so. Why?" Soda still looking at the sunset says " okay"
After that he walked back in the cabin. After that small talk I began to get tense. As the sky gets darker with the hue of purple and dark blue i begin to feel more insecure. Soda walks out the door again and says without stopping walking past me. " alright I'm going. See you soon. "
I stand up and say to Soda. " where are you going?" Soda ignores me and walks away. He definitely seemed off. So I decided to go back in the house and see what he did. I look in the rooms, the living room, the bathrooms, and then the kitchen.
As I'm in the kitchen I look through the cabinets and drawers. I climb on top of a counter to look over the fridge. But still nothing. I couldn't find anything. I was so stupid to just let him walk off.
As I'm walking out of the kitchen I hit my leg on something. I see a small drawer I didn't go through. I crouch down on my knees and open it. As I open it I see something I didn't want to. I pick up a pill bottle that said Ritalin. I turn the bottle around. " Ritalin...? He doesn't need this...at least I think." As I move another pill bottle I see something in the very back of the drawer.
I reach my hand towards the back but I get pocked by something. I quickly take my hand out and hold it. " Damn, that hurts!" I look down at my hand. Then bend over more to see what is there. I then carefully reach my hand to the item so then I don't hurt myself again. I tightly held it in my hand while carefully taking it out.
Once I see what it is I drop it. "Omg" I step away and then reach my leg out to push it a little. "You got to be kidding me..."

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