I Think I'm In Love Again : Sequel to (Jean Jacket) 14+

Chapter 22. Close My Eyes

I quickly push him away. I wanted to yell but I could barely breath holding in my tears. I wiped my knuckles on my shirt. My knuckles kept bleeding. If anything I wanted to break every bone in my body. As I pushed Soda away he grabbed on to me and pulled me closer. " hey, brodi. Its okay. Look at me..tell me whats wrong."

I stopped trying to push Soda away and looked at him directly in the eyes. I then pushed him again , and he let go of me. " brodi come on." I was angry at myself. Not him. Still crying, but angry I replied. " Pony's Dead !" I begin to walk off as I saw Soda's body become still.

I wasnt sure walking down that hill ignoring him was the best option I made. I looked back a couple of times while walking away. He just stood there. Either he didn't believe me, or he definitely believed me. He would have acted the same either way.

All attention seemed like it was brought to me. I felt like there were thousands of eyes watching me. When it was just Soda watching me walk away from him..

I always felt like I was the person in the wrong. In everything that  I have done. I wish every night that one day I can just be the person who doesn't walk away.

I had no idea where I would go after just leaving Soda. But everything around me became blured. I haven't had a black out in a while. And I wouldn't doubt right now would be the time to have one. I usually get one when I'm stressed. And right now I was stressed.

I continued walking in the street. Still crying with my bloody knuckles. I was feeling so lost, and exhausted. After a while of walking I decided to sit down and lean against a wall.

I could hear a car engine nearby. But I just closed my eyes trying to breath. Controlling my anger. As my eyes are still closed I lean my head upwards.

I hear the engine stop in front of me in the street. After I hear 3 doors open and close. I then open my eyes and see 4 Soc's coming near me. One of them with a blade.

I hung my head then lifted it back up.       " what do you guys want. Can't you see i already had a lot of beating today..." i then wipe my knuckles again on my shirt.

At first I had no idea who they were, but then i realized it was the soc's that jumped me about a year ago. " well, well, get a load of this boys. Its the girl we jumped a year ago. Your dressing better. I guess you learned your lesson."

I glare at them then stand up. " i said what do you guys want !  " i raised my voice and then reached for my blade in my pocket.  " Don't even think about it doll face." The one with the blade walked closer as he said that.

" aw, come on guys. Not today, not tonight." The one with the blade glances over at the others. " Sorry baby girl. You don't make the rules, we do."

I tried to run, but my eyes were blured. One of them tripped me and i fell on the ground hitting my nose making it bleed. As i was on the ground I clenched my hands into fists and took a deep breath.

" i told you not today !!!"  I then turned around and leg sweeped one soc. I then got up. As i did i got pushed to the wall. I got punched in the face two times until I got to punch them back.

Long story short, they got my message and went away. Them with new bruises, and me with added ones. At that exact moment after the Soc's left I sat back down against the wall. And everything went black...