❥ tordtom oneshots《

imusedtoit.mp3

hello, worker bees ! im sorry i havent been active. a lot has happened, ive been feeling horrible, ive also been busy. let me give a list of what has made me lose writing time. feel free to ignore this a/n (first three are roblox haha iiiimmmm a child)

- my roblox game is very close to being out. ive had drama with somebody i very much don't like who thinks im trying to copy their hospice (even if mine was created first) since they're power hungry and think they are the boss of everyone. they've been holding a huge grudge against me since i havent let them have their way.

- i was accepted as a part time worker at fembys (roblox's femboy hooters). as stupid as it sounds, im actually very happy with the job. its like.. a hang out resturaunt. my coworkers are fucking amazing and so many people make things so so fun.

- i got accepted as a toyhouse voidkin (toykin) in a group i love so much. it took 3 tries, and it was worth it.

- ive been trying to milk out all the time with my girlfriend i can. i love and miss her.

- roleplays because woooooooo.

- art. ive been working on family au and fanart since we're almost to 2k on instagram.

- depression has hit hard.

but thats a lot, even if it doesn't seem like it.

anyways, on to a midnight chapter i dont even know if ill publish.

song is im used to it by powfu, but i changed up the meaning at the end for the sake of tordtom.

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-toms pov-

I've been chasing dreams, hope it works out.

Shooting for the stars, got me burnt out.

I've got nothing else in store.

This is all I'm asking for..

I thought that writing songs with a bursting mind was.. I thought it'll be easier to make lyrics. My mind is stuffed. However, it seems like it's not emptying, no matter how much I write. I can't stop thinking about that one communist bastard. God, he's got me distressed. Whatever, I'm sure that when I get a nice flow, he'll be gone in a jiffy.

Stay inside my room, high school doesn't miss me.

Didn't go to prom, had no one to go with me.

I didn't want to ask you out,

'Cause I'm not who you talk about..

Yeah, I'm used to this.

The same old shit.

Left alone wherever I sit.

Why's this place so dry?

No love to find..

I couldn't stop a laugh from pouring out my mouth. It's like I'm in secondary school all over again.

You're the only one who ever acts kind.

They're all after me,

What's happening?

I wish that you could see what I see.

You're boyfriend's a dooche that thinks he's cool.