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dear diary

haha take this like a diary or journal entry
i really need to let this out
ill go insane if i dont write this out

i guess take it like toms idk in high school like i am and is
uhmm
writing in a journal?

just
my vent journal but in his point of view because nobody came for me, everyones here for eddsworld, ahha

so just take everything i say as tom even if its my life lol

and i guess toms dad is my mom

i dont have the heart to make toms birth mother mean
goes against my head canons ig

enjoy my pain?

also im publishing this a day after i write it because uhhh she turned off the internet my chromebook?

tw too for mentions of suicide and self harm and uhh abuse?

i dont like saying that word about my mom, even if everyone tells me its true, i dont want to get in trouble.

please dont dm me about this

i might as well delete this if anyone tries to get involved.

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10/28/2020

dear diary,

he did it again. he yelled. he screamed. he hit me.

dad's just such a jolly man, am i right?

i cant even crack a smile when i try to make a sarcastic quip. how dastardly.

well, i guess its my fault dad kicked me. he's right, i was asking for it. shall i sum up the high action movie thriller of 5:10 PM, late this afternoon, oh cunning, wise journal? i believe thats a yes from the crinkle of the pages.

first things first, i talk to the boys on discord. you know, edd, matt, tord, ivan, oh, and bea, edd's girlfriend. what a chick magnet, haha. anyhow, i was supposed to do my homework. told dad i was submitting my chemistry lab, to hell with that, its due friday and today is wednesday, i could buy some time. quarantine'll catch me slackin'.

then, i continue to text, post up on my instagram to feed the awesome followers i got, the usual. and uh, the wifi cuts out. we already know thats dad's stupid screen time bullshit he set. oh well, times up, yeah yeah, shut the fuck up circle home i dont care. anyways, i take a deep breath and transfer to my phone. and hark, thats sounds like the loud booming of an angry, old father!

he screeches my name like a fucking bear, "thomas!!"

well fuck.

no more chatting? i tell the boys all chao, give that little :kiss: emote homie smooch, and get up. i go to my dads office, aka the office in the living room, and ask what's up? he tells me im 1 hour late on my work outs. yikes, oh well, im always late, i dont have the motivation to do HIITs right now. but whatever, fine, okay. i turn on the roku tv and start up youtube. hey, my switch isnt on its docing port to charge..?

of course, i turn to dad, asking him where'd he put my switch.

he tells me to do my work out and ill get it. at first, i didnt care, im too distracted to play smash and breath of the wild for another 10 hours of my week. as i scroll on youtube to get the video, ohhh, a gaming youtuber ive enjoyed for years posted part 3 of his amnesia: rebirth lets play! awesome, ive been waiting for part 3. just watched part 2 yesterday- but thats besides the point! i added it to my watch later and i finally pull up the fucking video, yay, swell.