Ok so I'd normally write something at the end of the chapter but I felt like I had to write it at the beginning otherwise it would be quite confusing. This wont be like a story ,the chapter is a speech. I've written this chapter about 4 times and this us the best I could do ,so I hope its ok.
"Hello everyone. Just incase you don't know I'm joe and I'm the groom. Just by that little bit if telling you who I am you can probably tell I'm not the best at speeches or public speaking. You'd think as a vlogger and someone who's job is to speak to a camera I'd be good at this part of stuff but I'm really not. I'm not that good with emotions either, and talking about my feelings rewards dianne is something I've always kind of kept to myself because I struggle to talk about those kind of things but...Anyway I'm going to try my best and hope I can deliver an entertaining and memorable speech. I'd like to start with thanking you all for coming. On behalf of me and dianne, were so grateful they you could all make it, especially if you came from abroad like Australia or anywhere else.
We are so incredibly lucky to have you all be with us in this special day and I'm so lucky for this just to happen because I really never thought I'd get married. For most of my life , 27 years to be exact I was single. Yeah i had a few girlfriends ,in primary school, but I guess they don't count as I was between the ages of 4 and 11. My parents split up when I was 19 and from then I've always had this image of marrige where I didn't want to get married because I'd never want to fall out of love and have to break the girls heart by splitting uk with her, and I guess that's why I've spent most of my life single. So I'd never thought I'd get married or even settle down with someone. Just as I thought I should give up and just stop dating all together, dianne walked into my life. When we got partnered together on strictly I knew we would have a good laugh but I was absolutely terrified.
From the first second of the first day of training, my fear disappeared because dianne just made me feel so comfortable and at ease. It already felt like we had been friends for a while and that was just on the first day. I guess what I loved about her before we were even together was that she didn't rush into everything straight away. The first day she didn't go straight into the dancing, she sat down with me ,made a cup of tea and we had a chat for literally hours. That when I really got to know her and thats also when I found out she was actually already taken. I will admit at first It didn't bother me as i didn't like her in that way from the very first day. She was just my dance partner and an amazing friend. Little did I know that some how a little crush on dianne started to develop on her.
I don't know where this crush came from, I guess it just started with how beautiful she was and still is. As the days went on I got to know her more and more ,she made me laugh until my stomach hurt, even on our breaks she'd make me a coffee. She was literally everything I wanted in a girlfriend. When the news thsy she had broken up with her ex reached me I knew it was my chance to tell her I had a crush on her, even if it was just a tiny little crush but I chickened out and didn't tell her for another three weeks when we had this little moment in training.
She looked at me and I looked at her. Our eyes had clicked and it was that moment where I realised thsy this wasn't a crush anymore...I actually really really liked Dianne in more of a dance partner kind of way.
It's always been kind of private between me and dianne when we got together. It's not only a time but a story we just want to keep between ourselves and look back on and think...wow, that was us when we first got together but this is where the whole feelings kind if thing comes into it. I told you t the beginning I'm not good with my emotions but for the first time in my whole life I pretty soon found my self falling in love with this girl. I had a feeling I had never felt before. Dianne was the first ever girl I said I love you too and she is the only girl I will ever say I love you too, unless one day in the future we have a daughter.
