Black

Chapter 40

Pov Jason

"Mister Black he didn't show up. The bait didn't work out the way we hoped for. He's smarter then we thought." John explains me with a sigh. I sigh annoyed and run my hand through my hair. "Allright, thanks for calling John." I abruptly broke the connection on the telephone.

I smack my phone on my desk with a loud bang. Damnit, what do you want Enrico?! This has to stop not for my sake but for Rose's. She's becoming more and more lonely about the whole situation. She's such a young woman full of life and I have her locked up in my mansion.
If she didn't mean that much to me I wouldn't care, but I do. I care about her more then I could ever imagine.

This morning I really struggled with myself. After our hot shower I wanted to take her again in the kitchen. It hurted so much to kept my distance from her. Because I was silent she kept silent as well. Maybe for the best though. This woman confuses me so much it even scares me. When we got into the shower she was so confident how she teased me. She wanted me as badly as I needed her. I just can't stop thinking about her and it drives me crazy.

I love to be close to her, enjoyed every split second when we're together. The most scary part is when I'm with her I can be myself. I don't need to act, I can be me. She accepts me even when she knows I'm banging other women. Even when she knows I'm fucked up. It's cruel of me. She doesn't deserve a man like me, but I'm to selfish to let her go. I want her all the time maybe it's for the best she's stuck with me. Maybe this was meant to happen. Our path needed to cross eventually, but in a horrific way it all happened.

I wish I could turn back time and fix all of this mess before it all happened. Then Chris and my dad would be still alive and I would be fucking women like always, but I can't imagine my life without her anymore. She is my best friend and my lover at the same time. Rose is incredible and I don't want her to seek another man. The thought of her with someone else makes me mad.

Dad would have been thrilled when he was still alive and knew I was having sex with a woman when I wasn't working. I never forgot our last conversation we had before he past away. He wanted a normal life for me. Stop being an escort, you sacrificed enough for the company. Meet a lovely woman and start a family, he had told me. I sigh, looking at his picture on my desk. If she wasn't that damn special I wouldn't consider stopping, but she makes me doubt everything now.

The sex was overwhelming. I want to be gentle and sweet with her and that never happened before with other women. Other women I want to punish, liked to be rough with them, but with Rose everything is different. This is a whole new world for me and I don't know I could adjust to it.

Suddenly a knock came from my door. "Come in," I reply coldly. My annoyance returned as fast as she walked in. "Patricia," I tried to welcome her, but failed. "Jason I hope I don't intrude. I'm so glad to finally see you again. It's been a while!" She purred. I eyed her in astonishment when I saw what she was wearing, or I could better say wasn't wearing.

"You know I don't like to be disturbed at my office. What brings you here?" I question her firmly. "Oh Jason I know, but I couldn't wait anymore. I need you tonight." She reached closer on a seductive way pouting her lips in the process.

"You know I've been busy since my father died. I have two businesses to run now and I don't have time this weekend. I can arrange you someone else if you'ld like that." I explain her quickly, but my attention was drawn to my phone that lighted up. A text from Rose. I take my phone and open it quickly. "What do you want for dessert?" She questions me. A grin spreads my face and I quickly text her back totally forgetting I had company. "You." I replied her back.

"Of course not. I only want you Jason you know that! So, why are you smiling? You never smile that way in my presence." Patricia raises her voice in annoyance. Why can't she back off and leave me be. "Patricia I don't have to give you any explanation whatsoever." I tell her rudely. "Are you seeing someone!" She squeeled with her high pitched voice. "I thought you never wanted a relationship or a real date because when I asked you two years ago you declained my offer. What does she have what I can't give you?!" She snarled at me in anger.

"Patricia shut up! I'm so sick about your obsessive behaviour. I've tolerated it long enough, but it stops now! I've my own life besides being an escort. I only fucked you for money not for love. You knew the contract Patricia so don't turn things against me." I snapped at her, opening my drawer and taking her contract out of it roughly.

"What are you doing?" She questions me nervously with a trembling voice. "This contract stops now." I tell her firmly. "No please Jason. I beg you!" She adds quickly. "No Patricia. I've thought about it before my father died and I don't owe you anything. I don't have the time anymore to fuck you or my other clients. This contract ends now with all of the others. I'm done dealing this shit. We have other good members that can give you the same as I did, but I quit. I need to run this place now. Here take your contract or throw it away whatever you want to do with it and when you're calm you can make an appointment to meet our other members." I explain her determined.

She glares at me for a few seconds before running out of my office and banging the door closed. I sigh in respons and take dad's picture from my desk. Dad, I hope I've made the right decision, I murmur softly.

My phone lighted up again. "I'll wear something sexy." Rose texted me. I chuckle at her reply. She's a little tease, letting me suffer in silence for a whole day until I see her tonight. "Good." I texted her back. I smile at my phone for a few seconds before going back to work.

Finally it was time to drive home. I was feeling really excited about going home. Someone is waiting for me and she will be glad to see me too. The meal Karl had prepared wasn't the reason of my hunger. I want and need my dessert first.

With a large smirk on my face I pushed on the gas of my expensive car and made my way to her.