Be Mine | YoonKook ✓

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Yoongi pulled his legs up and placed them on top of Jungkook's thighs.
The couch was rather comfy as they watched a movie on Brokeflix, and drank from one of the red wines Jungkook owned. He had a collection down at the garadge... well, they actually used to belong to his father but were now his.

"How is your body? You've been looking a bit tipsy from a while ago."

Yoongi took his eyes off the tv and looked at Jungkook who had his eyes on his wine glass. He was mixing the wine, making little waves by tilting the glass. The secene felt calming to him.

"I was just tired. I'm shure it's nothing."

Jungkook sighed, now looking at Yoongi.

"Then you should've continued sleeping. Coming downstairs in a rush like that... you made me worry more than i did you."

Yoongi shook his head.

"Talk for yourself..."

It went silent after that. The ambiance inside the room was rather calm and cold. The only thing that warmed them up was the blanket they had on and each others warmth ofcourse. And besides, the wine was warm as well.

"Oh... while you were sleeping Jimin and Tae came. They brought us some snacks. I put them on the left cupboard by the door."

Yoongi nodded, looking down.

"You have such toughtfull friends... Jimin and Taehyung... they are good kids, don't let them go."

Jungkook's lips curled up into a small smirk as he watched Yoongi play with his fingers.

"That's very toughtfull coming from you... what's with the sudden interest?"

Yoongi tilted his head, smiling. But his smile was diffrent. He seemed amused.. yet sad.

"It's nothing... i'm just feeling like there is nothing i can do to make you comforted anymore. So if others can give you the support you need then-"

Jungkook's eyes widened, confused. He placed his glass on the coffetable, next to Yoongi's.

"Hey- where is that coming from? You just being there is enough for me-"

Yoongi shook his head, looking at Jungkook's eyes.

"You know that it isn't! You got sick beacuse of me- because you tought that i would distance myself from you for learning such deeps things about you. It's my fault..."

Jungkook felt his heart break as he grabbed Yoongi's cheek to calm him down.

"It's not your fault... it-"

"I said it is! You know it is! You do... you've started being good to me and making effort to change yourself.... and believe me, it has made me feel secure enough to start leaning on you."

Jungkook's cheeks flushed up.

"I-i did?... i just wanted to make you love me back..."

Yoongi squinted his eyes, trying to not get teary.

"So you have realized that i didn't love you the way you love me... even after putting soo much effort i still feel hesitant... i must brake your heart..."

Jungkook swallowed, pushing his face towards Yoongi's until his forehead leaned against his own.

"You do brake my heart... but i understand why you would feel hesitant... i wasn't the best in the past..."

Yoongi looked inside Jungkook's big doe eyes, getting lost inside them. The fact that he was honest about him breaking his heart showed just how much he couldn't take it anymore. Yoongi had to decide fast...

"But now you are... and yet i-"

Jungkook smiled.

"It's fine. You can take your time.. you know i'll wait. And besides... after taking care of me like that, i know there is hope. It's good enough for me right now."

Lies. Yoongi shook his head.

"It shouldn't be..."

It was obvious that his mind was as complicated as math. Jungkook could see that he was a total mess at the moment- and he knew to blame himself for his shitty actions in the past. Only if he had been able to control his emotions. It was his own fault at the end. No matter how many times Yoongi would say that it was his fault for Jungkook getting sick, the actual main reason was he himself.

To ease the mood, he pulled Yoongi in closer, and made him sit down on his lap.
He then pulled the blanket on him, covering them.

"I know that you'll need more time so... i'll wait. But..."

Even though the main fault was his, he was still shameless enough to tell him that he was unpatient.

He grabbed Yoongi's cheeks and pulled his head down. He then brushed his lips on his neck, making shivers go down the olders spine.

"... but i can't wait forever either... so decide quick.."

Yoongi swallowed as he felt Jungkook's cold hand slide under his sweather and pinch his nipple.
It hurt yet was pleasurable.

"Kiss me.."

Yoongi swallowed before closing the gap and kissing him from his lips. Slowly, Jungkook moved them, making it wet and tastefull.

Whenever they kissed, it felt like a drug. It was making Yoongi's head a bigger mess than it already was. He would forget everything... all his troubles and worry... it was just calming.

As they continued to kiss though, little did they know that they had to be worried. Because behind the wall of the living room, there Mrs, Jeon was, standing beside the front door with her mouth covered close.

                                                         To be continued...