It was rainy and dark, soon to be night. The school was becoming more quiet everytime a student left. Yet one of them stayed inside at room B52. It was the music class. The class where Yoongi teached.
At the back, there was a huge black piano, waiting to be played.Jungkook slowly placed his fingers on the keys, remembering the old memories. He had played a song for Yoongi here, on this piano for the first time. He could still remember his shocked face when he had realized the school's major bad boy was a mad musician. It was priceless really.
Jungkook's lips curled into a sad smile as he took in a deep breath and started to play the piano. The melody was calm and... sad. Maybe he was just trying to express his emotions with it. Or trying to contain himself from crying... yet he couldn't.
With every key he pressed, the glossier his eyes became and finally... he broke. down.
As his tears fell down on his fingers, the keys got wet just like his reddened cheeks.But because it was wet, his fingers accidently slipped, ruining the song.
Angered, he yelled, unable to contain his emotions."FUCK! Ah... nh... stop- just stop..."
Was he too hung up on this releationship? Was he just a teenager making mistakes- was this just a phase? If it was, then how come his heart ached every time he saw Yoongi crying? Why did his chest started burning when he rejected him? Why did it hurt to see him go? Just- why had he fallen apart without him?
It hurt. It hurt soo much that it was becoming unbearable. This all did start as a joke but... now when he reflected on his past, he couldn't help himself from crying quietly. Is this how Yoongi felt when he did those horrible things to him? Even after doing such things... he still excpected him to love him back.
Such a fool... such a fool he was. To excpect something so grand when all he had given him was nothing but pain and regrets of ever meeting him.
It was all his fault. And now only did he know how horribly lost he was. How miserable he felt... after all, he let him go. He was probably never going to come back again.
He fell on the ground, hugging his legs while rocking back and forth. His cries were quiet yet loud enough for some to hear. And those some happened to be people that he could rely on.
"Jungkook- oh no, don't, it's okay-"
Worriedly Jimin rushed over to him and hugged him tightly. Taehyung followed him from behind and closed the door so others wouldn't hear.
"Hey shh... it's okay..."
Jungkook shook his head, unable to calm himself down.
"I can't.. i can't calm down... i did horrible things to him Jimin... things that can never be made up for... i had lost him the day i met him. He was never mine to begin with.."
As tears continued to fall down his cheeks, Jimin's eyes became glossy and his hug around his friend became tighter. Meanwhile Taehyung who was standing sat down on the floor and hugged them both.
"You know Kook... there is only an end when both have said their last sentences."
Jungkook sniffled, as they all pulled themselves back from the hug.
"It's been two weeks Tae... i don't think he'll come back to me again."
Jimin wiped his own tears away, wanting to calm Jungkook down.
"I heard that he moved to a new apartment. He must've had his hands full..."
Jungkook wiped his tears away, finally calmed down.
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Be Mine | YoonKook ✓
FanfictionJungkook, a mentally unstable student with anger issues, starts taking interest in his new music teacher, for his mysterious and gloomy personality. Only to realise that there is more to him than it meets the eye. While playing and trying to make a...