Dyad // Kai Parker

Chapter Seventeen

I had moved to the end of the dock and sat with my feet in the water, we had been swimming for hours and the food had slowly began to diminish. The hues of orange and pink were spread across the lake as the sun set and the sight was truly something to behold. I must have been watching it for a at least half an hour as the sun retreated and let the moon out in all its glory, the eclipse making its daily appearance.

I swung my legs back and forth smiling still, my cheeks where hurting because today was one of the best in my life. Not even five minutes later Kai came and situated himself next to me. Without a word spoken he just watched the sky like i had been doing. I found myself leaning on his shoulder making him pull me in and wrap an arm around me. 

There are perks to prison worlds, unlimited snickers and the opportunity for anything. But to do it alone? That would take the pleasure out of everything. For example what had made my day today was not the pure bliss of the lake but the moments shared in it with Kai, i felt more free in a prison then i had at my home. Which was weird considering i had been locked up in a house for the past couple days.

"I use to come here all the time." Kai spoke breathing out and looking up to the forming stars.

"I can see why, perfect make out spot. Tell me how many girls did you lure down here?" I joked nudging his shoulder and he laughed smiling down at me.

"Only you Azzy." I chuckled rolling my eyes, what a special girl i am considering the competition is well zilch. 

"Wait are you.... a virgin." I gasped dramatically looking at him as he rolled his eyes and bit his lip to stop the chuckle.

"With this body? Of course not. Ill have you know I'm quite experienced." Yeah with your right hand. I laughed anyway snuggling back up to him.

"Who was your special girl back home? Did you have that one person you could be you with?" I asked because we never spoke about stuff like this, don't get me wrong i knew he hated his dad and about his role in the covens but we didn't get personal.

"Nope, i focused on the merge mostly. I didn't have time for anything like that." I pouted because that sounded truly awful, my relationships have been the best times of my life. The most reckless and adventurous I can be is when I'm with my partner in crime.

"What about you? Who have you had?" I let a grin out standing ready to brag. I am the seductress after all.

"My first boyfriend was forced upon me by my dear sister bon, you need to break out of your bubble she said, huh she soon regretted that decision." I laughed as he turned to face me leaning back on his hands and listening intently.

"His name was Tyler Lockwood and he was so dickish and boring to start a normal jock, but we were best friends and people were always like you should give it a chance." I explained ready to get to my favourite bits of my first love.

"Then he became a hybrid, werewolf and vampire and everything spiked from there. Danger chaos and adventure. We were an absolute unit but i knew we were better as friends and thankfully he did to. So we split." I shrugged moving onto the next and kai was nodding along.

"Then came Kol Mikaelson." I bit my lip as recognition passed over Kai features.

"The one from the memories right?" I nodded and he gestured for me to continue.

"He helped me master my siphoning skill's and was insane and i loved that. He didn't care because he was borderline indestructible and that made me feel it to." I pulled kai up before walking over to the grass and laying down looking up at the stars.

"He put me before everyone and that was something i wasn't use to at all. Then he died and i slipped, yeah or spiralled i guess. All the other little flings i had after where just a means to an end, I've been told the only way to fall out of love is to fall into it again. But fuck that." I chuckled finishing up my most important relationships, its safe to say i had a type, dangerously and mentally fucked up. 

"I don't have the burden of love, i don't feel things like that." Kai spoke nonchalantly.

"Lucky, when your in it its the best thing in the world but with love come the fear of losing that person or worry for them in general. That person also holds the most power to hurt you and you kinda trust them not to i guess, but in the end they do weather it was them or someone else taking them from you." I sighed at the end turning to face kai who was already looking at me.

"Do you love bonnie?" I closed my mouth, i mean sure of course i did she's my sister.

"Loving someone and being in love is different. I love bonnie with my whole heart but its still my heart. When your in love it becomes the other persons heart. Cut me some slack here I'm trying to explain emotions to a sociopath." Kai chuckled nodding at my explanation and in this moment i felt like a real Gandhi. I was on some real Shakespeare type shit right now.

"I think i get it." He laughed and i moved up to lay my head on his chest as we watched the now fully bright stars.

"What's it like not feeling emotions?" I questioned tapping my stomach contently.

"It's like i can act on my strongest impulses with out consequence. Or do what i want and try what i want because there's no fear at the end of it." I hummed falling into silence once again, it was a great way to end a brilliant day.