Dyad // Kai Parker

Chapter Thirty

My head was out to get me i swear to god. I barely managed to sit up in my bed without groaning in discomfort. 

"Rough night?" I think it was Elena's voice maybe Bonnies I'm not sure. I replied with a un lady like groan and a gesture to my head. I looked down to find my self in my pants and a very baggy shirt that could belong to god knows who. I glanced to the space next to me finding it empty making me fist bump the air. 

I planted my face firmly into my pillow avoiding all the light as i heard the door open and someone walk across the room. 

"I have a question." I bet i was barely audible right now but bonnie hummed anyway.

"Did i..." I started as me and Elena questioned in sync.

"Sleep with anyone?" "Do karaoke." 

"No you didn't sing don't worry you were rescued before that." Bonnie laughed ignoring what Elena thought i would say. I hummed thankfully as someone tapped my shoulder and passed me some Advil. 

"I'm eternally grateful." I praised taking the glass of water as well turning my head to drink it and the pills before shoving my head back down.

"So how much do you remember?" Elena asked sitting on the edge of my bed.

"Dancing, drinking, potential bite, then blank." I brought my hands up to rub my temples.

"Do you know how you got home?" My sister asked with an underlying tone i couldn't decipher.

"Santa's sleigh? I don't know." I grumbled slapping my head to jump start my brain, it didn't work just so you know.

"Well if you would dig your head out of the pillow you would know, we can't get rid of him." bonnie sighed as she pried me onto my back making me playfully hiss at the light. I moved my head and saw kai smiling in my egg chair.

"Huh, spooky. Hi Kai." I waved before closing my eyes again.

"Great she's still drunk." Bonnie complained and i waved my hands dismissively.

"Am not." I denied.

"Are to"

"Am not" 

"Are to"

"Am not"

"Am Not"

"Are to." Shit i fucked up, bonnie smirked victoriously. Old cheap trick, i should have expected it.

"I'll kill you and everyone you've ever met." I threatened in a British accent and Elena rolled her eyes throwing a pillow at me.

"Great here comes the Klaus impressions." She groaned slumping in her bed.

"Bite me love, in fact don't been there done that and what not." I chuckled before moaning as my head protested in pain. The bed next to me dipped so i turned my head to see kai who was passing me a bag. I opened it carefully, the smell of bacon and cheese hitting my senses.

"Oh my god, food." I took it like it was the holy grail and took a bite, so maybe i was possibly still drunk because i didn't bother to hold back the appreciation moan.

"We have a snicker for you once your done." Kai said trailing off before Elena continued.

"After you have told Caroline to flip her switch." That was enough to make a pout form on my face.

"She's dealing with the grief!" I whined childishly, okay definitely still a little boozy.

"No she's not she needs to turn it back on and deal with it." Elena protested and i scoffed.

"You can't control everyone Elena, you did exactly what she's doing." I gave her a pointed look taking another bite of heavenly breakfast.

"That's how i know this isn't good for her." She completely ignored the control bit making me give her an exasperated look.

"I don't want to see her cry, i don't like it. No emotions equals no tears." Bonnie gave me a look as i turned my head to kai at my mention of emotions.

"Are you okay? You recently got the package deal right? Did you take it well?" He nodded and i rolled my eyes with a shake of the head.

"Liar." I nudged him and he wrapped and arm around my waist letting me lean on him as we sat up.

"If you really want to help her you'd grieve with her, you haven't accepted Liz's death either." Elena carried on making any emotion on my face drop.

"I'm fine." I felt kai's arm tense around me as he whispered liar in my ear. 

"Az, you can't do this to yourself again. Its only time until you snap." She continued and i sat up out of Kai's grip.

"I'm perfectly fine Elena, people die okay? I don't need advice from you." I was beginning to get slightly angry at the vampire shaking my head to try and relieve some stress.

"It's okay to cry Azalea, you can show us how you feel about it-" 

"Enough!"

"We'll be here for you and Care, we know you and Liz were close-" She went to continue but was cut off by my hand surrounding her throat choking the words to a halt.

"I said enough Elena." I felt her magic accidently slip into my palm but i was to blind on anger to stop.

"I wont give you another reason to think I'm weak." I spat dropping her to the floor and storming out of the dorm locking it with magic as i ran out of Whitmore knowing Kai's a siphoner.

I completely disregarded the fact i was in just a top and pants as i stormed through the streets looking like a sexy homeless. Did i know where i was going? Hell no but that makes it all the more fun. If they wanted me to deal with my emotions, I'll deal with them the bets way i know how.

Reckless vandalism.

That's why i found my self jacking someone's car and driving around town with music blasting out. I was humming along tapping the steering wheel with no place in mind to go. Mystic grill, first place everyone will search. Boarding house, vampire plaza. Gram's house, will definitely be checked. So it was car roaming for me until the cops showed up and i had to call Damon to get me out.

Hopefully by then i wasn't itching to kill something, someone, Elena.