WAS IT WORTH IT ↛ ARTHUR MORGAN [EDITING]

Surprise

I walked in to the hotel and threw 10 bucks at the hotel owner. He looked at me confused and watched me walk up to my regular room. Thankfully, no one was there. I still didn't have my stuff so I didn't have anything to unpack. I just plopped on the bed and sat there, staring at the ceiling, soaking in everything that just happened.

I wanted to cry but no tears would form. I just felt numb. No emotions, no feelings, no friends. I sat there for a little bit and my emotions finally caught up to me. It was anger.

Why would he end things? Nate didn't mean anything to me. Arthur's just being an asshole looking for attention.

I convinced myself that Arthur was the bad guy. He was the reason I was feeling all this pain.

I walked out of the hotel room. I had a blank expression on my face. But on the inside all I felt was anger and I wanted to let it out. I mounted my horse and headed for Rhodes.

When I got there I lifted my mask to cover my face. I walked into the saloon and looked at everybody giving me suspicious looks. I walked up to the bar and leaned against it.

The bartender came up to me and looked at me with an angry look on his face. "We don't allow masks in here, lady. Take it off or get out."

I pulled out my gun and shot him in cold blood. I went on a complete rampage, killing everyone in the saloon, I shot down the law, suffering from a few bullets.

I looked around the town to see nothing but dead bodies. I took the mask off and muttered, "So this is what pain does to you?" I mounted my horse once again and rode around.

I was met with a lady, claiming that she was lost. I shot her without a thought and five men came out from behind some trees, I killed them all.

My bounty only got higher from there. But I didn't care. I didn't feel anything. Just the pain.

I got back to Saint Denis and snuck into the hotel, throwing a hundred dollar bill at the owner. I made my way to my bed and fell asleep.

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I heard banging on my door, I rubbed my eyes. The banging continued and it was beginning to irritate me. I shot a bullet through the door. It missed whoever was there because I heard a window break.

"Go away." I yelled out to whoever was out there and rolled on my side.

Someone kicked down the door and I turned to see John Marston. He had a bounty poster in his hand, with my face on it. I shrugged it off and rolled back over.

"What the hell did you kill a whole town for?" John yelled at me, rolling me over to where he was.

I groaned and covered my face with the pillow. "Leave me alone, John. I took care of it." I muffled through the pillow.

He snatched it away from me and threw it across the room.

"You raised your bounty to 5,000 dollars! Don't tell me you took care of it." John threw the poster of me I picked it up and took a look at it.

"Ya know they could've picked a better picture of me." I chuckled. He grabbed the poster from my hand and ripped the poster in half.

"Why the hell did you leave?" John sat on the edge of the bed and dragged his hand down his face.

"Oh Arthur didn't tell you?" I laughed at the thought of him. I can't believe I fell for such a dumb bastard.