⚠️Trigger Warning: sexual assault
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-Lucy Urbinati-
Alpha Delta House, UCLA campus; November 23rd 2018
First nightmare.
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"Chug it you bitch!" Her voice pierce my ears and I do as she says, swallowing the strong liquor and smacking the shot glass back down on the table, my nose scrunching up in disgust as I wipe my mouth with the back of my hand.
The room erupts in cheers and I burst out laughing, stumbling backwards as Kayla wraps her arms around my shoulders as she attempts to lift me in the air while kissing my cheek, making the both of us stumble back into someone and laugh even harder.
"Woopsies sorry!" I say with a laugh, Kayla turning me in her grasp she grabs both sides of my face and tugs me forward to press our lips together.
"I can't believe you can drink more than him!" She exclaims, my eyes narrowing at her as my brows shoot up my forehead.
"You're the one who put me up to it, I didn't even know I could!" I laugh, shaking my head and instantly regretting it as the room starts to spin around me, my smile faltering.
"Oh shit, oh shit are you gonna puke?" She says and I feel hand grabs my shoulders, looking up to see another one of my friends. Toby looks down at me with worried eyes, and I smile like an idiot, shaking my head as everything starts to settle down slowly.
"M'good guys, can I have some water tho?" I stutter through my sentence, and they nod before leading me to the kitchen and Toby lifts me up by the waist to put me on the counter before, handing me a bottle of water.
I fumble with the cap and finally unseal it, drinking half of it with my head tilted backwards and finally gasping for air.
"You shouldn't have made her play that stupid game Kayla, Josh's not a light weight." Toby scolds her and we both roll our eyes, my hand lightly swatting at the tall brunette.
He's usually more fun than this, besides it was barely a game. It was just to see who could do more shots in 30 seconds. I did 9, but Kayla made sure to not fill my shots all the way to the top.
"Oh she's fine, she's not a lightweight either, look she's fine!" She points at me, making Toby turn back around to look at me and I wave at him with a stupid smile.
"Yeah I'm fine!" I say and he sighs with a shake of his head, crossing his arms.
"Whatever, I have to find Finn anyways." He walks away from us, leaving me sat on the kitchen counter with Kayla standing in between my legs, she brushes my hair away from my face and looks at me with a small pout.
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