𝙲𝚛𝚒𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚊𝚕𝚜 || 𝙹𝚒𝚑𝚊𝚗

Chapter 37

   "Like...him?" 

   "Yes" Hoshi looked at him. "Like him"

   "O...of course not!"

   "What's the hesitation for then?" The other said as he narrowed his eyes. "Jeonghan, don't lie to me, you have feelings for him, even someone like me can tell"

   "No, you're mistaking" Jeonghan sat on a chair, but the intense stare the younger was giving him made him rethink his answer. "Well, n-not as far as I know"

   "Uh huh" Hoshi opened the box of pizza and took one. "Totally"

   "Look you lil shit" He took his pizza and bit into it, receiving a groan from the other. "I don't know. As far as I can tell I've never been attracted to anyone before...what's the difference anyways?"

   Hoshi stared at him with widened eyes.

   "What?" Jeonghan said causally.

   "You poor soul" He took another pizza and Jeonghan stared at him with narrowed eyes. "Do you seriously not know what love is?"

   "Of course I do!" The older pointed at him with a pizza slice. "I've just..never felt it before"

   Hoshi took a bite of his. "Too bad so sad"

   "What? You've felt it before or something?"

   "I have"

   Jeonghan looked at Soonyoung and placed his pizza on the plate. "What?"

   "In fact, I'm experiencing it right now"
  
   "You're kidding"

   "Nope" Hoshi looked at him. "While you were making things and destroying them, I was busy trying to change. To become myself and leave that "gang" of yours"

   Jeonghan gave him a smile and sighed. "No wonder we didn't hear of you for some time"

   "Yup!" He chuckled. "I was busy rethinking my life choices and decisions. Everything for him"

   "But, here's the thing, why would you go that far for someone? Do you really love that person so much you're willing to change?"

   "Of course I am" He stood up. "Love is what guides us to do things we never expected. To act bashful, jealous, sad or happy for useless things. That's why, without being forced to do so, I changed. So I could be with him and be satisfied for once. Be happy to be myself with him"

   Soonyoung headed to his coat and looked at Jeonghan.

   "And you know, the same thing happened to you. Without you knowing, hyung, you changed your decision for him." He smiled. "You fell really deep for Joshua" Jeonghan looked down.

   "I'll be going now. Got a date to attend to"

   He opened the door and left a silent Jeonghan behind, who stared at the floor with a deep blush in his cheeks. After a few seconds, he brought a hand to cover his face.

   "Have I..really fallen for him?"

   "I..love Joshua?"