To Protect You

Part 11

We where still cuddled up with each-other but we both didn't move. He looked in my eyes, then he looked at my mouth and he slowly leaned in. His soft lips touched mine. I kissed him back, I was a little nervous because it was my first kiss but it was easy. I felt him slowly opening his mouth and carefully sticking out his tongue, I opened my mouth too and our tongues explored each-others mouths. With one hand he cupped my cheek and with the other he held me close to him, his hands felt nice and warm. We were making out for a few minutes when we heard a door open and jugheads dad walked in FP- oh, I think I'm interrupting. We pulled away J- uhm.. yea kind of FP- I'm sorry kiddos. B- uhm it's uhh fine, I had to leave anyways. I said and ran away J- Betty! I heard Jughead yell but I ignored him, I had to get outta there. 

I got home and went to my bedroom without my dad noticing me. I tried to go to sleep but I couldn't I kept thinking about Jughead. I decided to take a shower to clear my head. When I walked out of the shower I decided that it must be a mistake, there is no way that Jughead actually likes someone like me.... Right? I decided to go to bed and try to get some sleep.

Jughead

Betty ran away, what if she didn't like it? Was it a mistake? FP- I'm sorry son J- it's fine dad... I said and I walked to my room and laid down on my bed, a tear fell down from my face. How did I think someone as amazing as Betty would ever want to be with someone as weird as me? I started to get hungry but I didn't have the

strength to go downstairs, I felt so weak... so in love with a girl that probably didn't want me... when she snuggled up to me I thought we both felt something, like a connection. But I guess I'm wrong.

I was thinking about how I could make it up with Betty until suddenly Jellybean walked in, she was holding a plate with some food and a glass of water.

Je- hi jug, are you okay? J- yea I'm fine. I got up and she saw I had cried, she sat down next to me and asked Je- jug what happened? And where is Betty? Wasn't she here? J- she was... a tear rolled down from my face Je- jug what's wrong? J- it's nothing jelly, you won't

understand it. She looked at me, I tried to avoid looking back at her. Je- should I get dad? J- no really it's nothing. She didn't believe me, but didn't speak up about it Je- well here's some food for if you're hungry, I'll leave it here. She put the plate on my desk and walked out. I fell back onto my bed, I didn't want to eat so I just went to sleep.

Next morning

I was laying in my bed staring at the ceiling, I knew I had to get up or id be late for school but I didn't want so see Betty. She probably thought I was a total pervert now or something.

After a while my dad walked in FP- hey jug, are you okay? You're going to be late for school J- I

don't want to go. I bit my lip to not let a tear out. What's wrong with me? I never cry.

FP- jug, why not? Did I do something wrong yesterday? Are you crying because of me? J- I'm not crying! Then I realized I was crying.

FP- jug is it my fault? J- no dad it's just... I like Betty and yesterday I kissed her, but I don't think she liked it and I just don't know what I'm supposed to do. He was silent for a few seconds. FP- jug you have to go talk to her, but not in this state. Today you can stay home but get yourself together before tomorrow because tomorrow your going to school, okay?  J- okay, thanks dad. He gave me a hug and walked out.

After a while of thinking I fell asleep again