// Yet again this is meanwhile from what had happened in the previous chapter//
Ashton's pov
I didn't know Calum had that in him, I mentally noted to myself to check in on him later, Michael sighed heavily snapping me out of my thoughts "Brad or Chad, whichever cunt you fucking are , I think it's best you and your brother leave now. Like right now." Michael said and glared at the conscious twin "fuck you!" Brad said and pointed at Michael "and fuck you!" he continued and pointed at me "this isn't fucking over!" he yelled and grabbed Chad, putting him over his shoulder while storming off, leaving Michael and I alone.
I was still fuming, I felt like I couldn't talk because of how angry and frustrated I was. Michael rolled his eyes at the twins getting further into the distance before eventually going into their room before he fully turned his attention to me "okay..Ash..I know you're angry, you're trembling..but I need you to calm down for me" Michael said carefully but I couldn't, I felt frustrated because of how dry my mouth felt, like I couldn't get any words out so I let my body takeover on my actions and threw the first thing that was closest to me, which was a vase, it smashed into tiny pieces at the impact of it hitting the wall.
Michael grabbed my body, not roughly but with enough force to snap me out of my trance "Ashton! Ashton! sit down Ash, this isn't helping anything" he was right, now I've just made a fool out of myself, I sat down and put my hands over my face "I'm such a fucking idiot" I said, mainly to myself. "Hey hey, no you're not. We should probably look at getting different flatmates, they're just too much to handle. We can't be getting into fights all the time.." he was right yet I took my hands away from my face and sighed "it's my fault, it's all my fault they are being like this, it's my fault they are picking on you guys" I said and got up, cleaning up the shards of glass scattered around the floor. Michael helped me while replying "why is it your fault? you haven't done anything to him. His girlfriends the one who's in the wrong, she's the one cheating not you. Did she even tell you she had a boyfriend?" "no..but still! if I just kept my fucking dick in my pants he would probably just leave us all alone!" I said, finding myself shouting, getting angry again as we put the broken pieces of the vase into the bin. "Hey you're young. How old are you? 19? 20? we are in the prime of our youth and it's normal for us to have the sex drive of a rabbit. I used to be the same when I was a bit younger before I calmed down, it's not a bad thing, it's just..human" Michael said and started to stroke up and down my back, I admit it did help me calm down, it felt really nice but the anger that had left my mind was quickly replaced with sadness, I started to feel myself become into an emotional mess "yeah..yeah I guess.." I mumbled, if only it was that simple.
Michael looked into my eyes while continuing to rub my back "and he has no right to treat you that way because of a mistake his partner made. You're human Ash.." Michael said gently, his words hit hard and I started to feel my eyes tear up again yet thankfully no tears spilled down my cheeks. "Thanks Mike.." I said, mentally cursing as my voice cracked once I said that "come here Ash" he said and embraced me into a hug, I hugged him back and it felt so good to have this human contact with someone, not sexual, but someone that seems to actually care about me, not my body. "we got this okay?" he said and stroked my back as we continued to stay hugging "yeah..yeah we do.." I whispered.
We stayed like that for a while, I'm not sure how long but it made me feel a way I hadn't felt in years.
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Flatmates// Cake & Mashton
FanfictionFour boys, one flat. Will sparks fly or will it all just come crashing down? (Based on a ongoing RP )