Flatmates// Cake & Mashton

Chapter fifty two

Calum's pov

Today started off great, I even did another shake and shimmy in the shower this morning "now if she moves like this, would you move like that! come on, shake shake, shake shake, shake-a shake it!!" I also had a wonderful time with Luke this morning, but all of that changed once I got to Tyler's office, once I found out that Ashton and Michael were seeing Tyler too as well as Luke and I, I was upset to find out they were going too, none of them deserved to feel so low, especially even more considering we had found out that the twins had been messing with all of us AND they have all of our deep dark secrets, what if they expose us? what if they blackmail us? I was fucking livid .

Once I had bolted out of Tyler's office, Luke was trying to calm me down "Calum what the hell has come over you? just relax.. we're all fucking mad about this but it will be sorted, it has to be, just please..calm down"  Luke said with his hands on my waist, I didn't know what to do to calm down so I did what my first thought told me to do, I kissed him angrily and deepened it once Luke kissed back "take me..take me back to your room..now.." I said "gladly" Luke said and kissed my lips again, the two of us quickly going back to his room, we started making out again as soon as Luke closed the door, it was getting hot and steamy, we had even taken our shirts off, it was extremely hot but the nerves were taken over my body too, especially when Luke started to unzip my jeans, I wasn't ready, I wanted to do it with Luke, I wanted my first time to be with Luke but I just wasn't ready yet, was I leading him on with the sex? I started to pant nervously "fuck fuck fuck" I mumbled through our makeout, Luke pulled away "you alright baby? do you want me to stop?" he asked "y-yes..I mean n-no! It'll get the boys to shut up and leave us alone so..can we just- let's just get this over with!" I said, I was still fuming "no..no" Luke said and sighed looking upset "Cal babe, I don't want you to rush your first time, it's not just something  to 'get this over with' it's meant to be special.." Luke said and stroked my cheek 'b-but they keep picking on me! and you guys! if I just..do this..people will leave us alone..I'll feel like less of a fucking loser if I just get laid..I want it to be special and I want it to be with you but I don't know if I can handle being teased anymore..so just..carry on with what you were doing.." I said and sighed "Calum, you aren't a loser, you are such a wonderful person" Luke said and held my hand "we will get through this okay, it's a fucked up situation but we'll get through it, having..sex like this isn't going to make it better" he added, he was right "I'm..I'm sorry..I don't want it to be like this either..but..I don't know. I want to be noticed, being a nineteen year old  openly gay guy, it's not cool being a virgin. But you're so charming and sweet..I bet you're used to guys always going to bed with you! must sure suck having me around.." I said and frowned, Luke sat down and put me on his lap "don't be sorry babe..you are noticed, I notice you all the time, I can't take my eyes off you, the boys notice you, your family does too. There's nothing wrong with being a virgin Cal, it doesn't suck having you around, you make me the happiest I could ever be" I blushed intensely at his words and nuzzled into his chest feeling rather emotional "I'm..I'm sorry for how I acted..I was..out of line..I don't ever want to get like that in front of you ever again.." "it's okay, it was understandable why you acted how you did..I just..can't believe they did that..it's so fucked"  he was right, it was extremely fucked how they have hold of all of our private information and have been trying to get us all to turn against each other, I straddled him "it is..I'm more annoyed that they upset you..what did they say to you?" I asked, Luke sighed "I don't want to think about it..they were rude and just made me feel shit..what did they say to you?" "he kept calling me a twink..what the hell even is that? I don't understand" I said, it was playing on my mind a lot, what the hell is a twink? "oh you know.. just..a twink"  well that didn't really hell me find out what it meant, I felt rather confused "yeah but what is it?" I asked curiously "Google it" well, doesn't look like Luke is going to tell me anytime soon, I got my phone out and searched the meaning, it immediately came up with gay porn "Jesus Christ!" I said and put my phone away, I'll have to remember to delete that from my search history "yeah I think I'd rather hear it from you" I added, Luke burst out laughing, it was so heartwarming to hear him laugh again "fucking hell you should have seen your face!" he said through his laughter "that was gross! I don't get it!" I whined "I think we'll save that for another day babe" he said and kissed my cheek "I think us and the boys should have a chat tonight..get everything in the open so the twins don't try and use it against us, besides I think it will be nice if we all open up with each other about..darker stuff" Luke said, I smiled, it sounded like a good idea, I think it would be a weight off all our chests to do this "sounds good..we definitely need to..be honest with each other. You and me especially.. because I really want to make this work.." "me too babe..me too..and we will, I know we will" I let out a yawn "I'm..a little sleepy..I'm so exhausted from all this chaos.." I said, Luke pulled us gently down onto the bed "let's have a nap" "fucking please!" I said and snuggled into his side, falling asleep in his arms was my favourite place to be.