Flatmates// Cake & Mashton

Chapter eighty two

Ashton's pov

I was absolutely bricking it, I had no idea what would be said, what would happen, so many possibilities, I just didn't have a good feeling about this at all. I quickly smoked a cigarette before I went to see the dean, hoping it would help calm my nerves down but if anything it just made it worse, I couldn't stop thinking about it all. I finally prepared myself to have the confidence to walk into the office, I didn't bother knocking, I wanted this over with as soon as possible.

The dean was sitting there at his seat like expected, but someone else was there that filled my stomach with dread, I felt sick. Polly. She glared at me as I sat down and burst out crying, well more like fake crying, that was obvious and I don't know how the fuck the dean didn't pick up on that "here he is, the lying rat! trying to get me fired! I love my job!" she yelled "what?? I'm not lying! you're the one lying!" I yelled back defending myself "you literally begged me to sit on your cock!!" Polly screamed at the top of her lungs, I can't believe this, I can't believe how far she was going to turn this around on me! "no I didn't! you were the one flirting with me and wanted sex! I only did it because I was fucking sad!" I yelled back, sad was an understament, I was heartbroken that night, and right now I'm feeling broken yet again "both of you, calm down. I have made my decision." the dean said calmly "please dean.. please don't do this to me! you spoke to the witnesses in my class right?" Polly said, as if she had a witness, if she did I bet you it was one of the stupid twin twats. I scoffed in disbelief "oh don't give him that bullshit" I said, the dean sighed heavily "I have found out all I need to know, which is why..I've decided..Polly you've obviously been very distraught by this situation, you both have but.." he started to say, my heart beat was beating rapidly "I have a hard time believing Polly would suggest such a thing to do..and Ashton with your reputation I've heard about..well..it's not looking good for you.." he continued to say, I couldn't believe this, I felt like time had stopped, he was really believing her over me wasn't he? and because of how I used to be before I got with Michael, he thinks it was all on me, but he doesn't know why I was like that! he wouldn't understand! no one fucking understands, no one. "Are you serious? you can't be believing her!" I said, silently begging with my eyes that he would change his mind, when the dean wasn't looking, Polly looked over to me with a sly smirk, as if she was saying 'I won' but quickly went back to her fake crying "I really felt disgusting! he's slept with half the class and then comes onto me! and me being foolish got desperate..I just wanted someone to love me since my husband left!" she lied looking the dean straight in the eyes, how the fuck could she sleep at night?! "oh my god stop it! stop it! sir she's being ridiculous! she's feeding you lies! how the fuck can you believe..THAT?!" I said nearly in tears myself but using up all the little energy I had left to keep them built inside for now "please don't cry Polly" the dean said and passed her some tissues, fucking ridiculous "Polly you are staying, after looking through everything I believe you. Ashton..you are a very talented student but I'm afraid I have to let you go, I can't keep you here..this time next week, I want you gone from the premises." no, no. God no, I couldn't believe this, I felt crushed and even saying that was an understatement, no words could describe how I was feeling "no..no.. she's lying. She's fucking lying!" I managed to get out "he's said what he needs to say Ashton. It's a shame, you were a talented boy but you couldn't keep that dick in your pants could you?" Polly said, her words went through me like a knife, I glared at her intensely "fuck you. How the fuck can you live with yourself? you are disgusting!" I said and stormed out of the room, unable to stay there anymore, but not before I heard them discuss how I was a 'troubled boy' as I slammed the dean's stupid office door, as soon as I was out of that office, tests streamed down my cheeks like a river and immediately went outside for a long smoke, I'm an idiot, it really is all my fault isn't it? if I didn't have the reputation from the old me, would I still be getting kicked out? now I have to say goodbye, goodbye to my education, goodbye to my best mates, goodbye to the man I am in love with.