Chapter forty four

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//the start of the chapter is meanwhile from the previous//

Calum's pov

I told Tyler about what the twins were doing to us, he wanted to get involved and tell us to report it higher but I couldn't bring myself to do it, I didn't want to be a snitch, I just wanted to vent to someone about it, what we were experiencing. Ashton and Michael left to go smoke, I hope they are okay, I guess they are just still thinking about earlier, I don't blame them, I was too and I could tell Luke was as well, but we had to all try and enjoy ourselves still, I refuse for it to get to us too much, we have to get this sorted. Luke and I had just gone to my room "so this is our room! I know you've seen it before but..I bet it's like a new proper sleepover!" I said and closed the door behind me, I was excited that Luke and I was going to be spending the night together, our first night as a couple.

Luke smiled "I love it" he said "it may be difficult for us both to stay on my top bunk..we could crash on Ashton's bed" I suggested "yeah sure, I'm sure he won't mind" Luke replied, which was true, we were all best mates, so I'm sure he would be fine with it "just try and not think about what those stains might be" I said and glanced at the mystery stains on Ashton's bedsheets, Luke had a 😶 face "Jesus Christ, that guy sure does like a shag" "what? oh I thought it was like a milkshake stain that went mouldy or something..this whole time" I said and had a 😶 face myself now, gosh I really an more innocent than I think sometimes "pffft nah that definitely isn't milkshakes stains babe..oh well" Luke said casually and flopped on the bed "um..we can't er.." I said awkwardly and grabbed a blanket from my bed, putting it over the stains, I love Ashton, he's like a brother to me but I couldn't sleep on his.. stained bedsheets "there we go, much better. I can't lie on that sorry" I added, Luke chuckled "it ain't gonna bit you babe" he said and pulled me down gently next to him, I blushed and cuddled him "I know but it's grossss! mine doesn't get like that!" I said "that's because you are innocent and I love it, so pure" Luke said and cuddled me "I'm not! I've kissed a boy now! I'm not innocent" I replied and chuckled "you have indeed and I'm very lucky that it's me" Luke said and kissed my lips, I kissed back loving every second "I'm glad it was you too.." Luke placed a kiss on my cheek which made me blush more, I wasn't used to this affection but I was loving every single second of it "my little boy" he whispered softly in my ear, I rested my eyes "all yours.." "always" Luke said and we let sleep overtake us while being in each others arms.

I woke up to Luke kissing my head "babe? you awake?" he asked, still sounding sleepy which made him even more hot and cute at the same time "hmm?" I mumbled and opened my eyes slowly "morning" he said with a smile, I giggled and rubbed my eyes "morning" I replied "sleep well?" he asked and pecked my lips "yes thank you..I normally cuddle the toy dog at night but this time I had you so I didn't need to" I said and smiled, I loved sleeping with the toy dog I got from the grabby machine on on on the first days I knew Luke and he had the penguin that I noticed he still kept on his bed too but sleeping beside Luke was even better "awe..you cutie" I blushed and hid my face with my hands "but I'm not cute!" "you are! you are adorable!" Luke said and chuckled, taking my hands away from my face "I wonder how mashton got on last night" he added "awh they're so cute. It's becoming regular that we are exchanging rooms quite often" "they are! gosh I know, it's so cute. I wonder if they..did..you know.. again" Luke hinted and wiggled his eyebrows, I admit, I was confused at first, I thought Luke was talking about video games but then I realised what he meant "what? oh I don't know.." I said, part of me was rather curious, Luke chuckled "you are so innocent" "how am I? I know what you're on about" I said and giggled "took you a minute though babe" Luke teased "I'm sorry, I guess my mind just goes to other things first" I said and continued to giggle, putting my hands over my face again in embarrassment "don't be sorry babe, it's adorable" Luke said and took my hands away from my face again and pecked my lips "how does coffee sound?" he asked "sounds good! feels good.." "feels good as fuck!" Luke said and got up from the bed, I got up too "I just need to get showered, I forgot to last night because I was distracted by your presence" I said and giggled which made Luke chuckle "now you know how I feel all the time around you, back in a sec" Luke said with a fond smile and left the room to go make us some coffee, he is definitely a keeper.

I felt my cheeks blush from Luke's comment and walked into the bathroom, having my well needed shower, once I got out I dried myself off, the classic shake and shimmy "you do the shake and vac! you put the freshness back!" I sang to myself, I loved a good little sing along while getting out the shower. I wrapped the towel around my waist and walked back into the bedroom, expecting to see Luke there but my stomach filled with dread when I saw who it was, Brad. "Jesus Christ! get out of my room!" I yelled at him, how did he even get in?? Brad smirked "scared you did I? oh poor little baby Calum" pft baby? I'm not a fucking baby! "you're the only baby around here, acting the way you are. So fuck off and leave me alone, I need to get dressed" I said, already irritated as hell, this is not how I wanted to start my day at all "nah, think I'll stick around. Gonna cry out for your boyfriend huh? he's probably on the phone to Kyle right now" no, surely Luke wouldn't be doing that, Brad was trying to put lies into my head "excuse me? what makes you say that?" "I've seen the way you two are with each other, but I've also seen the way he's on the phone straight after, think I heard them having phone sex the other night" Brad said and shrugged, I felt sick, I didn't want to believe him at all, but I was vulnerable and he knew that, hearing that had made me insanely hurt and upset as fuck, Luke isn't a cheat, Luke wouldn't leave me would he? well..I wouldn't blame him if he did, he could do so much more better than me, I'm just invisible "j-just leave me alone okay? I won't ask you again! he isn't talking to Kyle anymore, I know he isn't." I said, I couldn't help but start to believe his words because of how low I felt about myself but I couldn't let him think I was believing him "oh come on Calum, don't he stupid, he's not going to admit that to you. He's going to keep lying and hiding about it, just like how he says he loves you. He doesn't love you, he loves Kyle" Brad continued to blab, hearing him say such twisted words made my blood boil "get.the.fuck.out. He doesn't love me anyway. We've only been together for a few days anyways you fucking moron" I didn't even care that I exposed myself to dating Luke, he needs to stop "pffft, either way, he still doesn't love you, never will. He'll just use you for sex then fuck off. Then you'll have nothing again." "But he won't because we aren't doing that! besides it's none of your fucking business so just fuck off for fucks sake! I need to get fucking changed!!" I yelled, the fact I was standing in nothing but a towel made the situation even more horrible, I felt very uncomfortable for him seeing me like this, Brad rolled his eyes "god you are such a twink." He scoffed "a what? what's that?" I asked rather confused, the hell is a twink? "a twink..you know.." he started to say and looked at me baffled since I didn't know what it meant "forget it, twinky boy" he muttered "no, go on! I don't know what that means but if I find out it's bad, I'll hurt you." Brad let out a loud laugh "you? hurt me? I'd like to see you try, TWINKY BOY" he said and continued to laugh, that's it, I've had enough of this shit. I stormed up to him and dislocated his jaw, I didn't want to be violent but I had no choice because of the way he was speaking to me, he stood in shock for a few seconds before quickly popping his jaw back into place, I wish he fucked up his jaw even more instead of opening his mouth again "you'll regret that. Just you wait. I'm not going to waste my energy on you just yet, you are nothing." He snarled and pathetically jogged out of the room.

What the fuck just happened? I felt like everything happened in the blink of a second, I quickly got changed with anxiety running viciously around in my head. I couldn't tell anyone about this could I? I didn't want him to start bothering the other boys if I did, I couldn't tell Luke, what if it was true? what if he did still love Kyle? I'm sure he didn't but remembering how heartbroken he was when they broke up, I couldn't help but think it was a possibility and I felt awful for thinking that. Will Luke ever love me? why would he? I'm just invisible, nothing but invisible.

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