Chapter fifty three

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Ashton's pov

Today has been one of the most stressful days of my life, I was nervous as hell as soon as I woke up anyway as me and Michael had a chat, I was just thankful we were able to get things sorted but now I feel like I've fucked things up again from what I'd admitted this evening, regards to that not only did I fuck my teacher last night, but that I also have fucking chlamydia AND on top of that, this whole situation with the twin fucking twats, it was disgusting, it was vile, I wanted to hurt them so bad for putting us through these mind fucking situations, Calum and Luke had just gotten to bed so now I was left alone with Michael.

Michael stood up from the sofa "come on Ash, let's go" he said and gave me a smile, I was confused why he was smiling at me, I wouldn't want to smile at me, especially after finding out what he had, I got up and the two of us silently went into my room and got ready for bed "so..want me to join you on the fold out bed? or sleep on the top bunk? I don't mind" Michael said once we had finished getting ready for bed and into our comfy clothes "I don't mind.. whatever you feel comfortable with" "hmm..let me think" Michael said and thought for a split second before chuckling and got into the double bed, I giggled softly "you had me worried for a second then" I said and also got into the bed "come..come over here.." Michael said and gently pulled me closer to him, embracing me into a cuddle, his touch helped the tension in my body and mind ease away, I cuddled into the side of his body, I missed his touch so much.

We cuddled in silence for a few minutes before Michael sighed and spoke up "I hate to bring it up again but..when is your medication coming?" he asked, I couldn't help but feel like 😶 but I understand why he had to ask "tomorrow.." I said and sighed, I took an STD test at the start of university to be on the safe side but it's not like I let that stop me from shagging around did I? fucks sake "I wanted to tell you properly, I didn't..want to tell you like that.." I admitted "hey..it's okay..I wore that condom though, otherwise we'd be dealing with it together" he said and chuckled gently "but I'll support you through it" he added "you don't think I'm disgusting for having it right?..or gross?" I asked, I wouldn't blame him if he did, I know I did "what? of course not, shit happens Ash .You can't help it" "I guess.." I said and sighed, I'm glad he didn't think I was disgusting "I'll support you, I promise..I take it your gonna take a break from having sex?" "thanks Mike..yeah, it's for the best..I'm just worried how I'm gonna cope without it yknow? it's the only time I'll feel good about myself..or when I'm with you.." I hope he didn't think I was being stupid from my choice of words but I was feeling rather vulnerable right now "Ashton" Michael said and sighed before continuing "don't talk like that. You're amazing at lots of things, why don't we do something after class tomorrow hey? go to the leisure centre again or something. You're worth more than just your cock, I'm sure you can beat me in some games too" Michael said and chuckled "I'm sorry, I can't help it" I mumbled and sighed "that would be nice" I said and closed my eyes, I was shattered, Michael snuggled me "just get some sleep, you'll feel better in the morning, I promise" he said, his voice was so calming "as long as I wake up in your arms I know I'll feel better" I said and gently placed a kiss on his chest, Michael stroked my back as I fell asleep, today was hell, but right now, here with Michael, it feels like heaven.

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Sorry sorry for the short chapter! I wanted to include this scene before a time skip, and I oop sksksk

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