Still with you

Chapter 2 : Séoul.

Chapter 2 : Séoul.

April 24, 2011 will change my life. I just signed up for Big Hit. I had an audition to confirm their choice, they took me. I'm scared, but I'm happy too, I think.

I'm going to finish my school year and move to Seoul. The agency plans to create a new group of Idols. Several boys have already been recruited, some have left, others have been fired. The members of the future group live together in an apartment, not far from the agency. I'm going to go live with them. I'll be the youngest. And it terrifies me.

Finally, I moved to the apartment the following June 03. I come in with my parents and some luggage. There are three boys at the apartment, which they call the dormitory. The first I meet is a jovial and nice guy who makes us visit. It doesn't last long. It's tiny. I can't say anything because I'm so impressed. In the kitchen, there's another boy, who nods when we walk in. Then, in the bedroom, we meet a third guy. He's very tall. I'm embarrassed because he only wear a boxer. He seems to be coming out of the shower. The nice guy, who makes the visit, reassures my parents that they will take good care of me. After the discussion, my parents thanked him and left, not without hugging me very tightly. I'm fighting my tears, but they're still flowing. I want to go home with my parents. My father tells me to be strong and my mother tells me to call her every day.

I go back to the kitchen because I don't know what to do. The jovial guy offers to sit me down.

-Are you okay ? Do you want to drink something ? Coke, tea, milk ?

-... Yes...Ok. I would like milk, I answer in a breath.

I don't even dare raise my head to them. He gets up and serves me a drink.

-It's banana milk, I hope you like it ? You can drink the whole bottle if you want ! he said with a smile.

I laugh a little because he looks funny. But I stop fast. He and the other guy are watching me. I feel like I'm blushing hard.

-I forgot your names, I whisper, my head bowed.

The funny guy laughs as he claps his hands.

-Here's Yoongi. He's the nicest you'll see, don't hesitate to talk to him if you have any problem, he's always listening, he says, half-serious, half-laughing.

Yoongi raises a surprised eyebrow, stares at me and grunts :

-Yeah, that's right, come and see me, the others are just idiots...

I think they are both playing a game. But I don't understand.

-I'm Hoseok, remember ? I'm the king of dance, I hear you like it so we'll have fun together ! And he, who arrives, is the boss, Nam Joon. It seems that he is very smart but, for now, he just destroyes everything around him. We have to keep an eye on him, okay ?

I nod with a smile and say :

-I know him.

-Oh yes ? What do you mean ? asks Hoseok, curious.

-I've seen videos of Rap monster... That's why I wanted to come here, I answer very low.

-Whouaaaa ! Wow ! Namjoon, you are a star ! Hoseok exclaimed, clapping my hands again.

Yoongi looks at him, puzzled. He looks irritated but I don't know why. I hope he is not angry with me. He scares me a little bit. Yet when he looks at me, his eyes are soft.

-Thank you Jungkook, it's nice, but you know, I haven't done much yet. I hope we will do great things together !

Nam Joon laughs and hides his face in his hands, embarrassed, it's funny. I nod with conviction.