Still with you

Chapter 24 : Wings

Chapter 24: Wings.

If I may have thought that 2016 had been a difficult, rich, exhausting and euphoric year, I will soon understand that 2017 will be much more than that.

But it starts with a few days at home. Our director allows us, like last year, to take a little break to visit our families. We're going to spend most of the year on tour, so now it's time to rest a little. This time I travel to Busan by plane, alone. We didn't talk about it with Jimin, and that's fine.

My parents say I've changed a lot. It's true that we haven't seen each other for months. My mother still has tears in her eyes when she sees me coming out of the airport. She still calls me her baby. I'm so happy to see her, my father, my big brother. Here I can just be Jungkook again, a young guy from Busan like any other. Here, too, I'm the youngest of the family, but I don't mind. I need to be pampered.

These few days are fast-moving but will profoundly change my life. If my career has taken off for two years, personally I am at a standstill. I mean, something's going to happen in my private life.

I didn't expect it at all. I just came to rest. But I met Bo Bae again, and it happened. My brother invited me to spend the night with him, his girlfriend and Bo Bae, his girlfriend's older sister. We meet them at home, their parents are on vacation. I'm nervous about seeing her again, but everything comes naturally. She kisses me on the cheek when I offer her flowers. She's always so nice and pretty. The four of us have dinner, we play games, we laugh, even though I'm too shy to talk a lot. They ask me about the group, pratices, awards, ceremonies, the last stage performances we did. I tell what I think is possible to tell. Our director has warned us several times that we need to protect ourselves in this kind of situation. We can't tell everything.

What the seven of us live is not always explainable. Besides, I want to change my mind.Then my brother offers to go down town, to party, but I refuse. I'm here to rest. Besides, I don't want to be recognized. I want calm. So my brother and his girlfriend leave and I'm about to go home when Bo Bae says to me :

-You don't have to go, Jungkook...

She looks at me nicely, then tilts her head a little. I swallow hard, straighten myself imperceptibly and answer :

-Okay.

Wow ! great ! I managed to say a word, congratulations to me ! It's now or never. I'm not going to pass up my chance. I step closer. She's not moving, she's just looking up at me. I'm caught up in her intense gaze. I feel my heart starting to run wild but I'm trying to stay cool. No way to look like a looser.

I put my arms around her tiny waist and draw her to me to kiss her. I try my best to do it well. It's good, yes, it's so good. She's sweet and tender. I remember our first kiss, a year ago. A memory that I have cherished for long, before almost forgetting it. Her arms rest slightly around my neck. She gently strokes me while kissing me back. Once again, I realize how much I love to kiss. And be kissed. As I said, Bo Bae is the older sister of my brother's girlfriend. So she's four years older than me. Being younger doesn't bother me, I've always liked older girls. I just don't want to disappoint her or disappoint me.

Things quickly take a more passionate turn. I would like us to leave the living room for a quieter place, her room would be perfect. After a few minutes during which the temperature has gone hotter, she steps back, plunges her eyes again into mine and takes my hand. She leads me down the hall and opens the door to what will become heaven on earth. Ok, it's good, now it's up to me to play, I guess. I squeeze her tighter against me and take her mouth again. I give her my tongue and she gives me hers. Her body is supple and warm. She's so sensual. She sighs and I feel my sex getting hard. I stick to her to make her feel it. I hope she won't say no to me, I feel like I am starving.