Desired / Chanlix /

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Felix was in his bed, watching youtube videos while Chan was sleeping. He was tired and he had a match the next morning, so he went to bed earlier than usual. Felix wasn't feeling sleepy at all, so he stayed on his phone until a message made him open his messenger. 

PatronusHwang

PatronusHwang
Hey, you up?

PatronusHwang
I saw you reading my message,
you're not sleeping.

ChanMadeThisACC
Yes, but aren't you having 
a match tomorrow morning?

PatronusHwang
Yes, and what if?

ChanMadeThisACC
I don't know, my roommate 
went to bed. 

PatronusHwang
Well I can get enough power
just by sleeping five hours. 

PatronusHwang
So, do you want to hang
out with me?

ChanMadeThisACC
Okay. I'm bored anyway.

PatronusHwang
Cool! 

ChanMadeThisACC
When?

PatronusHwang
Now?

ChanMadeThisACC
Oh, lol! Yes, of course! 
I meant where*

PatronusHwang
I will wait for you on the fourth
floor to the big window
at the end of the corridor. 

ChanMadeThisACC
Okay. I need five minutes 
and I will be there.

PatronusHwang
Only five?

ChanMadeThisACC
Yes? why?

PatronusHwang
Idk, I need ten. 

ChanMadeThisACC
Okay, so after ten minutes 
we'll meet there? 

PatronusHwang
Yep.

ChanMadeThisACC
Okay! 

PatronusHwang
Okay...

ChanMadeThisACC
See you soon! 

PatronusHwang
See you very soon!

Felix laughed at the awkwardness of their conversation and closed it. He got up and quietly took his clothes out of the closet. He quickly got dressed, trying not to wake up Chan, and went out. He got to the fourth floor and went straight to the big window, where they would meet. 

He was there for only a minute and he heard Hyunjin's steps behind him. He turned around and Hyunjin smiled, coming closer to him. 

"I'm so glad that you're here. You look nice, by the way!" He smiled and took his hand. "Trust me and follow me!" 

Felix didn't even have time to say anything, he just followed him through the big window out. They were stepping on the roof of another part of the building where there were only three floors. There was a girl hiding there. 

"Hello?" Hyunjin asked, and the girl turned to see him. "Jennie?" 

"Hyunjin, Felix? What are you doing here?" she asked them. Felix was still quiet. 

"I would ask the same question, why are you not with Changbin, and where he is?" 

"We had a fight. Nothing interesting, I think it's time to find him and talk with him." Jennie stood up and started walking to the window to go back into the building. 

"Don't tell anyone that we're here." 

"Don't tell anyone that you saw me here." 

Hyunjin nodded and he and Felix went closer to the edge. Hyunjin sat and took out his pack of cigarettes. 

"Will you stop that?" Felix asked quietly. "It's super sad when someone young and healthy is smoking." 

Hyunjin looked at him. 

"Why do you care?" He asked. "Tomorrow your roommate will say that I am going to sit on the bench and of course, Changbin will be right next to me, as always, because your roommate has the full right to do everything he thinks helps the team," Hyunjin said. 

"Why?" 

"Ask the coach. No one knows. Anyways!" He lit up the cigarette and started smoking. Felix was standing next to him and he was looking at the smoke and the shapes he made. "If he somehow lets me play and I play well enough, in the next match the team will have me as a captain." 

"You want to be a captain so bad, huh?" Felix smiled. 

"Wouldn't you want the same?" 

"I don't know much about football. I know how to skate and how to sing. That's it." Felix laughed. "So, you will do everything to play?" 

"I will try." 

They sat there for half an hour more. They were talking about music and other stuff, but they didn't talk about Chan and the match tomorrow. Hyunjin smoked two cigarettes after the first one and asked Felix if he was cold. He lied, saying he was good, but Hyunjin took off his jacket and gave it to him. 

"We can go inside if you want to?" Felix asked, but Hyunjin shook his head. His long hair brushed Felix's cheeks and made him giggle. 

"What?" 

"Your hair tickled me." He laughed. Hyunjin apologized and looked at him with a smile. 

"Have you ever heard that you have a beautiful smile?" 

Felix nodded. "Almost every day. Why?" 

"Because it's true." 

"Yeah. I guess so." Felix chuckled. "You're shaking. Let's go, you have to sleep too." 

"Okay and I'm saying okay, just because of you!" Hyunjin said and stood up. He helped Felix go back into the building and he went after him. Felix gave him his jacket back, but Hyunjin shrugged, telling him to keep it. 

Felix insisted on giving it back and finally, Hyunjin took his jacket off of his hands. Felix went back into his room and as soon as he opened the door, he saw Chan looking at him with a curious look in his eyes. 

"Where were you?" 

"Out?" Felix mumbled going closer. "Why?" 

"With Hyunjin?" 

"Yes," Felix said sitting on his bed next to him. "Are you mad?"

"No," Chan lied. 

"Why aren't you sleeping?" Felix asked him. "Did I wake you up?" 

"I woke up after you were gone. I thought that something might have happened." 

"Yeah, like I went out with a friend." 

"A friend?"

"Channie Hyung, you know I love you, right?" Felix asked. 

"Hyung?" 

Felix bit his lip. 

"Yes, we're in Korea and this is how people talk here, right?" Felix asked. Chan nodded. "You have to sleep." 

"I want to cuddle and I will sleep after that." Chan smiled and lied down on his bed, making some space for Felix. "You lock the door, right?" 

"Yes, I did." Felix smiled lying down on his chest. 

"And what did this 'friend' want?" Chan asked him, playing with his hair. 

"He told me that you're not going to let him play tomorrow. And he wants to play because he wants to be a captain and if he plays, he can make the coach think about your position." 

"Hwang...." Chan let out a deep sigh.

Felix nodded. "But he's not that bad," he whispered. 

"We will see." 

Chan smiled, still playing with Felix's hair. He told him to sleep and left his head lean onto Felix's just to feel more of him.