Desired / Chanlix /

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Jisung closed the door laughing at Chan's messages. He was out for a few hours, while Minho patiently waited for him to come home. The second when he entered the room, Minho asked him where he had been. 

"Out?" He rolled his eyes. "It's not like you care." 

"Stop doing this, Jisung!" Jisung sat on his bed and took his notebook in his lap. 

"Doing what exactly? Being out with Chan and Felix? Where were you last night when I woke up? Out with who exactly?" Jisung asked him. "You know what? I don't care. Just leave me! I have to study." 

 "You? Studying?" Minho laughed. "You're so funny." He came closer. "And if you want to know, I was out because I woke up in the middle of the night and felt bad, because of the fight yesterday. I needed some air and I went out, so I can finally think about it." 

"The fight that was because of YOU." Jisung raised his eyebrow and breathed in and out. "You know what? I'm tired. You're telling me that you love me, but you're going out with a group of girls. You're telling me that I'm the one and at the same time you don't want me to tell anyone, because you have some sick dreams that one day, not Chan but you will be playing for the nationals. You know what? Chan's a better player. He keeps Felix a secret, but Felix is okay with it. I'm not and I'm tired of acting like I'm dumb when someone realizes that we're way too close with each other. And also, just to let you know, Felix doesn't want to tell the truth to anyone, he's okay with keeping the secret because it helps him too." Jisung stopped. "I can't live like that, Minho! I'm done with all of this." 

Minho bit his lip. He was not only losing him, he had already lost him. He didn't know what to do.

***

 "You liked Hynjin's new post, right?" Felix asked. Chan nodded. "It's a good picture, I helped him." 

"I know, dumby!" Chan laughed and kissed him. "You gonna text him?" 

"Yes, I have to see if the person he wanted to impress had liked the picture," Felix said and took his phone. He typed his message to Hyunjin and sent it. "Now we wait." 

"Who are you thinking of?" 

"I will tell you when I'm sure. Okay?" Felix smiled and leaned on his shoulder. "Can you hold me while we go to sleep? I'm tired." 

"Thought you have an exam this week and you had to study. Or at least today when your friends came to say hi to us, they said that they're going to go to study." Chan mumbled. 

"They study because they don't know what's happening in class. And I already know the answers cuz I kinda hacked the teacher's laptop last week." 

"Felix, if you got expelled for hacking people's laptops I will not move to another country with you!" Chan told him, threatening him. "I won't leave you but don't do stupid shits, okay?" 

"Yes, mama. Okay. I will be careful." Felix smiled and at this moment his phone made a sound. "Hyunjin!" 

He took it to see the answer. "Yes, he liked it." 

"So," Chan said looking into Felix's phone. "You're sure now. Who it is?" 

"It's you," Felix mumbled. "He told me once that he's in love with you. I... After the party, you both talked at the party and he told you something and you were ready to tell him about us, but apparently, you didn't remember the day after that. Hyunjin wanted to see me when I started asking him questions and he told me that he likes you." 

"Hyunjin? Likes? Me?" Chan asked, not even closer to the belief. 

"Yes, Yes, and YES! And you know what? I thought that there's any chance that this might not be true, I hoped. But I couldn't be sure, till now." Felix said with his deep voice. "When I saw the pictures I was sure that he wanted to impress you. I chose the one that you would prefer because You know how I know my boyfriend so well...." he giggled. "And when you liked it and he told me that the person liked it... I was sure it was you." 

"What are we gonna do now?" Chan asked. 

"We have to tell him. I will tell him if you want me to." Felix suggested. "I just know that this is going to be hard for you and..." 

"I love you, baby! There's nothing that's going to be hard for me if I have to do it for you." Chan kissed Felix and Felix kissed him back. 

"And what about your career?" 

"Baby, I won't like my career if I don't have you on the tribunes shouting for me."

Felix smiled and kissed him. 

"I will go out with him tomorrow. You have practice at nine am?" 

"Yes, probably I will be with the boys, Seungmin has to do the project for us again." He laughed. "I'm kidding, but really, I don't know why he always does everything." Chan breathed out. "Jeongin since he moved out from his old room, he's always helping Seungmin, but somehow I still think that he's doing more of the work." he laughed a bit. "Do you know that Jeonging is calling Seungmin baby? I mean... This shit is pretty crazy, like... they are both babies! "

"You're like their father. Leave them to do what they want to do and take care of me, not of them..." Felix mumbled. 

"You want me to take care of you?" 

"No, Chan! My sore ass will not take the third one for today, please..." 

Chan started laughing. 

"You were saying something else this morning." 

"Yes, but right now I'm so fucking tired!" 

Chan took his clothes off, leaving him only with his boxers, and helped him go to bed. Felix was smiling completely leaving Chan to do whatever he wanted. There was no chance that he would do anything bad to him. Chan kissed him before going to turn the lights off and he came. He took his own clothes and went in bed with him.