Desired / Chanlix /

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Jeongin laughed at Seungmin's joke and suddenly stopped. "Are you really sure about it? I mean... Changbin wanted to..." 

"He wanted to leave us alone for a while. Don't you remember, he told me about your feelings because you're too scared to..." 

"Hey! I was scared because you kissed that girl." 

"He's not a girl. But yeah, I thought he was." 

"You're rude." Jeongin rolled his eyes. "I'm scared that you're gonna just play with me." 

"Me? You don't even know me? Like... I'm never gonna play with you, I just want to tell you that I'm not sure that we're going to make it. I mean... I'm not sure that I am going to make it." Seungmin mumbled. 

"Well, you have to say if you liked it yesterday." Jeongin chuckled. "Did ya?" 

"It was a kiss like just a kiss. I mean... I'm sorry, it wasn't anything special." 

"Well, if you want, I will leave you and..." 

Seungmin looked at him, standing in front of his body. Jeongin had nowhere to go, so only looked up in Seungmin's eyes and smiled. 

"What?" 

"I want to kiss you here." 

"Why? It wasn't special yesterday, it won't be special now..." He mumbled, but Seungmin cupped his face and kissed him. Slowly Jeongin kissed him back and smiled through the kiss.  He looked down blushing. Seungmin smiled at him. "You look like a little boy that had his first kiss." 

"Yesterday was my first kiss," Jeongin said and Seungmin laughed. 

"What?" 

"I'm not kidding. Yesterday when you came and kissed me, that was my first kiss." He mumbled. "I'm sorry. I... I didn't want to make you kiss me if you don't want to." 

"Jeongin, I really wanted to do it now." Seungmin smiled. "And I don't care if it's happening or not, I will try it for you. You never know if you're bisexual or gay if you don't try with a man, right?" Seungmin laughed a bit. "Changbin told me that you're in love with me and when he said that, I could finally realize why you always call me baby, or why..." 

"It's fine. I will stop if..." 

"I actually never thought about it, but I like it. You don't have to stop." He said and Jeongin smiled. "I just want everything to be clear, I've never been with a man and I don't know if it's going to happen, but I..." 

"It's okay. You don't have to. I just had some hopes and knowing you weren't gay I should stop having those hopes, but I kept hoping that one day I can be with you." He mumbled. "It's a dumb move from my side, I know." 

*** 

"No way, Minho!" Jisung could hear Jennie laughing behind the door. She and Minho's steps stopped for a while and the door was unlocked soon after that. They both entered the room and Minho looked at Jisung. He was sitting there playing on his phone with his suitcase next to him. 

"Are you leaving?" Minho asked. "Isn't it earlier?" 

"I'm not leaving today. I have the ticket for Saturday." 

"Oh, so, you have three days till then," Minho said and sat on the bed, making a sign for Jennie to sit in his lap. "Why are your things packed up?" 

"I will be with Hyunjin till I have to leave." 

"Oh, because you're gonna miss your new boyfriend, right?" 

Minho's hand was slowly caressing Jennies tight, while she was playing with his hair. 

"Are you hard, baby?" she whispered. 

"Mmmm... But Jisung's here and we can't do it here, baby!" He whispered loud enough for Jisung to hear it. 

"It's fine, I'm leaving." He stood up from there and grabbed his suitcase. He took his jacket and waved, leaving the room. As soon as he left, he dialed Hyunjin. His whole body was shaking. He was mad at Minho, at least he could skip this part. 

"Hey, baby," Hyunjin said and Jisung finally could make a little smile. "Baby, is everything fine?" He asked as Jisung stood silent. "Baby?" 

"Where are you? Are you coming home soon?" Hyunjin sighed. 

"I should've left you the key. Chan, can we hurry up? Jisung is not in his room anymore?" He could hear Hyunjin talking with Chan. "Be there in five-ten minutes, okay? Don't freak out? Do you want me to stay on the phone?" 

"Please..." 

"What happened?" 

"Minho..." Jisung muttured. 

"Fuck! What now?" 

"He came with Jennie and they were almost making out in the room. He's doing it because I'm with you now, he's gay. He doesn't..." 

"Gay?" Someone yelled at him. Jisung turned to see Jennie and Minho behind him. 

"Baby, you good? He doesn't what?" Hyunjin was trying to know more. 

"Do you really called me gay? You fucking faggot!" Minho started coming closer. 

"You were fucking with me a few weeks ago, what the fuck happened? You're nothing but gay. and I don't know how Jennie still thinks you're straight, you can't be hard because of a woman." Jisung yelled at him. 

"Listen to me, that you're gay and you had that thing in your head, having sex with me and imagining some kind of sexual things with me, that doesn't mean that I'm gay. Okay? Please stop saying it, because I will punch you in the face." 

"What are you standing there?" Jisung yelled at Jennie. "He's a fucking gay, stop thinking that he's gonna make sex with you one day." 

"He did. And he was hella hard." 

Jisung clenched his hands into fists biting his upper lip. He was about to go closer and he heard his name from behind. Hyunjin was at the stairs and he was running closer to him when he approached he took him in his hands. 

"Go to your room and leave him, okay?" Hyunjin said to Minho and Jennie, then he looked at Jisung and relief was on his face. "You scared me." He mumbled. 

"I'm so sorry," Jisung mumbled on his turn. "Where's Chan?" 

"I left him and ran, he's gonna be here soon. Let's go to our room, okay?" Hyunjin asked him, taking his suitcase. "Don't worry, I'm here." 

Minho and Jennie finally entered back the room and didn't say anything. Minho looked at Hyunjin taking Jisung away with a sad look. After all, Jisung was his first love. And he loved him still.