Jisung woke up next to Hyunjin and smiled. He tried to get out of the bed to go to pee, but Hyunjin wouldn't let him. His hands were wrapped around Jisung's waist and he wasn't ready to let him go.
"Hey, sleepy, I need to pee." Jisung mumbled and Hyunjin finally let him go. When Jisung came back, Hyunjin was awake and he was smiling. "What?" He asked.
"Nothing." Hyunjin mumbled sleepy with his voice graspier than usual, then he made some space for Jisung again. "You can come in, it's warm..."
"I have to go to practice and class." Jisung said.
"Oof, I will miss you."
Jisung giggled.
"Don't you miss me already?" He asked. There was no answer, so Jisung started dressing up. "Anyways, I will be with Chan tonight because he's dying to know what happened."
"Speaking of, you didn't tell me if he yelled at you." Hyunjin stood up from the bed and took his clothes on too. He looked at Jisung collecting his things from the room.
"Not exactly. He told me that I'm a dumbass and I had already broken with him." Jisung said. "Really, what a shitty person Minho was!" He shrugged and started walking to the door. As he was ready to open it, Hyunjin dragged him closer and kissed his forehead. "Text me when you finish practice."
"I will." Jisung mumbled and went out as soon as he could. Hyunjin watched him going out of the room with a smile. He was happy, he knew he would be able to be with Jisung more and this was making him feel better.
***
"I will go now." Chan mumbled taking his keys. "Be right back, okay?"
"But I will miss you," Felix said with a high pitched voice. Chan was ready to leave for practice, but Felix was making him stay a little while in his room. He left his bag for a while and kissed him slowly. "I will miss you soooooo much!" He murmured.
"I know, but your class is postponed, so you have time to go skate or practice singing." Chan said and Felix smiled.
"I guess I know what I would do till you get home." He said with his normal deep voice and kissed Chan for one last time. Of course he would always miss Chan.
Chan left Felix there and closed the door. Felix played some music on his laptop and opened the lyrics just in case.
It was a song he adored so much, because it was remade with a slower and softer sounding, the music was so melodic and beautiful than the music of the original one. He slowly started singing.
Your secrets keep you sick, your lies keep you alive
He sang this part and smiled. He didn't think about it, but his mind went wild on this thought.
*****
Hyunjin called Felix.
"I'm so sorry, but I have no one closer." He mumbled.
"What happened?" Felix asked.
"Long story, short... Jennie asked me to see me and I told her to leave me, but then Jisung told me that he wanted to see me and he spent one more night in my bed." Hyunjin said.
"Awe, thats actually cute." Felix mumbled.
"Yes, but he kinda broke up with Minho two days ago. I can't even think about kissing him on the lips." Hyunjin mumbled. "But I'm kinda happy, he kissed me too yesterday."
"This is good, he's a nice guy from what Chan told me about him. Also, he's a baby. Chan always thinks about him like he's his child. He's not thinking of anyone else in their gang like that." Felix said and smiled imagining Hyunjin and Han cuddling.
"We watched a movie. A gay movie. It's.... I don'tknow, but I didn't feel strange watching it. I didn't feel any different accepting my fate."
"There's nothing to worry about you were born like that and you have to accept it and learn how to live with it." Felix said.
"I guess so."
"When Chan and I started dating, he told me "listen, I know that this is crazy, we were so close but this is going to make things complicated." And I kissed him and smiled. He was shocked, stood there not realizing that I really kissed him. He didn't know what to say, so I told him that accepting the truth is the first step into the peaceful life and relationship." Felix said and smiled thinking about the times then. Talking with Chan wasn't that bad and they used to do it all the fucking time.
"Yes, you're probably right." Hyunjin said.
"Oh, I will go. I have to practice when Chan's not here. We can meet later?" Felix hurried to hung up the phone, so he would start practicing again.
"Sure. See you later?"
"Sure."
He finally played a song and started singing again.
Dont lie to me, oh baby
I've thinking about it
You know I've been dreaming about it
I'm gonna teach you some French
Headlight, hold tight
Oh baby, you know I've been thinking about it
You know that I've been dreaming about it
You know the deal
Don't make any promises, promises
Got me flying high
Right where you want me to
Watch it, watch me burn
Right where you want me to
Dim the light, my lullaby
Touch me now, stop pretending
Fuck it, watch me burn
Say what you think
Oh baby, I could lose my mind
You know that I can lose my mind, yeah
What do you want me to be?
Headlight, hold tight
He smiled and laid on his bed. He kept singing, lying there and really feeling the vibe of the song.
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Desired / Chanlix /
FanfictionChan was the captain of the football team in high school. He could make even straight men gay and lesbian girls straight. Felix was a skater boy dreaming of a music career. No one talk with him except his roommate. And Jennie... She was the captai...
