Desired / Chanlix /

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Chan went into the room mad at Hyunjin. Felix was out with his "friends" and a few minutes later he came too. He opened the door and saw Chan sitting on the little counter they had in the room. He didn't ask what's happening for a few seconds, he left his board on the one side and he came closer to kiss him.

"Please, I'm not in the mood." Chan mumbled and pushed Felix away. Felix was shocked, he wasn't ready to believe that Chan pushed him away. He came closer but this time, he just asked, "Hey, baby, what's up?" 

"It would be better if he's there trying to sabotage the game, but leaving the Team because he has no reason at all," he hissed. "This... this is something that I didn't knew I would hear from him." Felix caressed him. "Hyunjin left us, right after I finally got to let him play more and..." Chan rolled his eyes. "I know he hates me, but this is beyond.."

"He has no one to speak to. You remember, he told me he likes me when I told him that We're together. He's probably brokenhearted or, he's just sad. He needs a friend." Felix whispered. "I will speak with him and I will try to do my best to make him think about it again."

"Of course. Why not  my boyfriend will speak with the one that wants him in his own bed, the one that's doing everything to make me mad..."

Felix rolled his eyes.

"Listen, Chris, it's not the time to be jealous, please forget about the jealousy and let me help you." He begged. "I know I can, and I know that Hyunjin will listen to me, he would feel safe to say all of his worries to be. Just let me talk with him," felix mumbled, convincing Chan to nod.

"Sure  but please take care of yourself, baby!"

"I will." Felix kissed him for a while on the lips and smiled. "I'm going to find him."

He called Hyunjin and as soon as he answered, Felix asked him if he wanted to go out. Hyunjin said no at the first time, but since Felix asked him for the second time, he said yes.

"I'm going, baby. See you later?"

"See you later!"

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Hyunjin saw Felix and slowly started walking straight ahead to reach him. As soon as he reached there he hugged him and smiled. Felix was a little surprised at first, but he shrugged and smiled.

"Heard you're leaving the football team," Felix finally started.

"Yes. Chan told you, right?" Hyunjin mumbled.

They were walking slowly to the roof, hoping that there's not going to be crowded. But the second they reached the windows, they saw two groups of teenagers.

"Follow me," Hyunjin started walking straight to the stairs. He had an idea. Not knowing where they were going, Felix followed him and they both got into the park. Hyunjin found a bench that was isolated and sat there taking his pack of cigarettes as soon as he sat. He took out one of the and lit it up, taking a drag on it as soon as he could.

"Will you say something?" Felix asked.

"You care about me? No one ever cared about me." He finally spoke. "I... I know I told you that I like you and stuff like that. It's not that you're ugly or that I don't like how you look like, but I spend a night with someone and he...."

"You're not a virgin anymore?" Felix laughed.

"No! We didn't have sex."

"Oh... then how did you spend the night?" Felix asked him. He could imagine how he and Chan started dating. After a party drunk and not really thinking about what's happening they kissed.

"He was drunk and I took care of him. But I felt so good, because he needed me and I felt like someone really needs me. I took care of him the whole night and I stayed up all night to watch him peacefully sleeping and I don't know what's happening with me. When I think about him , I can only recall how good it felt to be there and help him. I could remember how I wanted to kiss him this whole time and..." Hyunjin didn't say anything more.

"And?" Felix asked. The curiosity was rising and he had no other choice but to ask. "Hyunjin...?"

"He told me that he wanted to know if we had sex that night. He didn't remember anything. I told him that I am not the person to take advantage of someone's unconsciousness and have sex with him while he's not okay."

"And he?" Felix asked again. He wasn't only curious, he wanted to know more and more because he was interested in it.

"He decided to go to his ex boyfriend, calling him boyfriend again. He left me."

"But this is not answering the question, why are you leaving the team?" Felix asked.

"I don't know if that I liked you was heavy, or something. Maybe it was only sympathy. You're beautiful and maybe that was it, me appreciating your beauty. But him... I can't stop thinking about how he felt in my hands, I can't stop thinking about kissing him every single time I see him. I don't know what is happening with me, but I'm freaking out. The worst part of this is that he's in the team."

"It's not Chan, right?" Felix hurried to ask.

Hyunjin laughed.

"No, it's not Chan, it's Jisung." Hyunjin mumbled.

"Wait... Jisung?"