Desired / Chanlix /

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Someone knocked on Minho's door. He didn't even try to say something. He stood there with this pale sight he had for hours now. The door screeched open and he looked up, to see his mother at the door with a warm smile on her face. She came to him and hugged him. He didn't even move. 

"Baby, what's up?" 

"Will you listen to me without asking me stupid questions?" He asked her, and she nodded. She was ready to be there for her boy. "So, I met a boy in school. Jisung, my roommate. He's so dumb sometimes and that's making me feel like I just want him to be my dumb baby. But one day I accidentally kissed him and he kissed me back. I never thought that he's going to kiss me back since he didn't act like he was gay. But one day he asked me why did I kiss him. I didn't say anything, I was scared to talk about it." He mumbled. "Then I got drunk and I kissed him when I got home." He pushed me away and looked at me. He wasn't mad at me, but he asked me to go to sleep. When I woke up, he was sleeping next to me, he said he was trying to comfort me through the night, whatever that meant. But one day I kissed him again, because I wanted to, and he asked me if we were going to be more than roommates. I was fine with it, I wanted him to be mine. But one day... One day I realized I was falling in love with him. He looked at me in a way no one ever did, he smiled at me, he laughed with me, he always made me laugh to the dead and he always was there for me. The problem is that I don't want to tell anyone about us and he wants everyone to know. We had fights, he was jealous, because, in order to keep our secret, I was kissing girls in front of him. He was mad at me, he didn't want to see me. One day he broke up with me. I stood there shocked. I never thought that he would be the one to do it." Mino mumbled, leaving his tears finally stream down his face. "When he came back, I reminded him that he broke up with me because I really wanted him to tell me that he was kidding. He didn't. He left me forever. Soon after that, he found someone to be better than me with him. He found someone that was there, someone that wanted to tell everyone. He found someone who treated him better. I was mad, so I found a girl and I tried to be with her, but I could only think about him." 

"Jennie?" His mom asked. 

"Yes, Jennie. The first time I was thinking about him and somehow everything was fine. But the second time I told her Jisung, and she's mad at me. She left me too. Now I feel so lost. I can't tell anyone that I love him and I want him back, except for him, his best friend, his best friend's boyfriend, and his new boyfriend." Minho cried. 

"Sh, baby, don't cry..." 

"Mom, I still love him. I can't stop thinking about him, the way he smiles, the way he laughs, the way he's being awkward... He's not the most beautiful maybe, but for me, there's no one better than him. I can't look at him being happy with someone else, I can't bear the fact that there's someone treating him better." 

"Listen to me, Minho, I know it's not that good from your point of view, but people do something, and if it's not the right thing they have to take the consequences. If you didn't treat him well, that he's with someone is what you should take. But one day a boy would come into your life and you will feel different with him. He would be there for you and he would do anything for you, he would be nice and loving, he would want you in his life and he would do anything to keep you because he would really love you. This boy didn't love you enough to be with you, so you have to forget him and move on." 

"What if I don't find anyone?" Minho asked her, and she took a deep breath. 

"There's no chance this to happen. He will come and you will feel that this is your person. Like me and your father. I was with a boy at the prom and he left me alone. Two boys wanted me to go with them so that they can have fun with me, but they were high. Then your father came and took me by the hand and told them to leave 'his girlfriend' alone. They left us and as I thanked him, he kissed me. It was that moment I knew that we're going to be together till the day we die." she told him with a smile. "So, I was saying that you have to wait for your prince to come and save you. You're always thinking too much over some stuff, but you have to be happy that you're here and that life is trying to teach you something. Don't be mad at fate, be grateful." she continued and kissed his head. "Okay, baby?" 

"Okay. Thanks, mom." He nodded, trying to stop his tears from falling. 

"Okay, I need you to be better now. Come downstairs, your father wants us to be together." She said and hugged him tighter before letting him go and leaving the room. Minho stood up from there and went into the bathroom to take a shower and at least start looking like a living person.