Desired / Chanlix /

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Felix was cleaning the room when he heard someone calling him. He thought it might be Chan, so he hurried to pick it up, but it was his mom. He smiled and answered the phone. "Hey, mommy!" 

"Hey, baby, what's up?" 

"I'm cleaning. Chan went somewhere with his friends." 

"Are you still hidden?" She asked and Felix chuckled. "Baby, if..." 

"Mom, it's okay. We spoke about it so many times. I don't need everyone to know about us. I just need us to be good, okay?" His mum told him that she was okay with it, but she was scared that he's not that happy. "Mom, please! It's fine. I told you." 

"Sure, baby," she mumbled. "Are you guys coming?" 

"Yes, we will get tickets today. I'm waiting for him to come home and we will text you guys." Felix mumbled. His mum assured him that she will be waiting. "I heard that we're gonna be together...." 

"Yeah, why not? We're almost like one family." She chuckled. "Chan's brother said that he's going to be here too." 

"Is he still in America?" 

"Yeah, I think he has a girlfriend. He's not speaking much with anyone." 

"You know how he is, always half-hidden..." Felix laughed. "Mum, is dad fine?" 

"Yeah, he's at work now. He has to be here in two or three hours." She answered. "Grace called. She told me that she wanted to call you, but she was scared." 

"Why? I mean... We've been okay the last few months we were there." Felix mumbled and his mother laughed. "What?" 

"She was scared if you will be fine with her after what she told you." 

"I don't care. She told me that she was sorry." Felix said. 

"I don't know." His mom mumbled. 

"We're cousins after all. I can't act like I don't know her or like I don't care about her, she's my little cousin, almost like a sister." Felix sighed. "I will call her later, okay?" 

"Sure." 

"Mum, I have to go and continue cleaning. Do you want us to call you later when I and Chan are together?"  

"Okay baby!" she chuckled. "Your father will be here too." 

"Sure, tell him I love him when he's home and we will call you later with facetime." 

"Okay, see you late, baby!" 

"See you later, mom!" Felix hung up and left the phone on Chan's bed again, continuing cleaning. 

*** 

"What? No way! It's a fucking teddy bear..." Hyunjin muttered. "Are you serious, 276367 wons for a teddy bear?" 

"I will pay for it," Chan said and took his debit card out. 

"No, you're not!" Hyunjin said and grabbed his hand to pull him away. "You're going out of here with me." 

"No, Hyunjin! I will pay for it. You're going to take it and make Han happy. I don't care about the money, I just want him to finally be happy with someone." Chan said and Hyunjin looked down. "What?" 

"I feel worthless now. Like I don't have the chance to pay for a present for him," he almost started crying. 

"We're taking the white one. Right, Hyunjin?" 

"Chan..."

"White or brown?" Chan asked him, without letting him say something. Hyunjin looked at the white one. "Okay, this one then..." He took it and gave it to the seller. The lady put it in a box and gave it to them. Hyunjin took it, while Chan was paying for it and they went out of the store. "Do you want me to take it with me, it's pretty big to be hidden," Chan asked, and Hyunjin nodded. 

"I will give you the money back soon. I need my grandma to send me some money and I will give you back half of it at least." 

"Hyunjin, I don't care about the money. I care about him and I want him to be happy. You wanted to buy it, that's enough. I don't care that you didn't pay for it. I see you're making him happy and I know him, he would love the present, so... it's all that matters for me." Chan said and Hyunjin hugged him, almost crying. 

"I don't know what to say, except for thanking you. I don't know what to do to actually thank you, this means so..." 

"Are you crying?" Chan looked at him and he smiled through his tears. Hyunjin nodded. "Hey, don't. He's gonna love it and he's gonna kiss you when he sees it and he's gonna be happy that you gave him something that he would really love." Chan whispered. "Hyunjin, I don't know why you acted like that in the beginning, but I know that you're a good man." 

"Thank you so much!" 

"You can always ask me for help... Any kind of help." Chan whispered and smiled. "I'm that kind of person, I prefer helping people." 

"And you didn't help me with playing instead of staying on the benches." 

"Are you really gonna bring this up?" Chan laughed. "I thought that we were over this." 

"Yes, I know. I was kidding." 

"Hey, look over there!" Chan pointed a random direction and Hyunjin looked there. Chan squeezed his cheek and laughed. 

"Actually I thought you were pointing at Jeongin and Seungmin." 

"Oh, they are there?"Chan looked and laughed. They really were there. 

"Where is Changbin?" 

"Uh, I don't know." 

They both didn't know what's happening with these three. Changbin was almost 24/7 with Seungmin and now there was no Changbin, there was only Jeongin and Seungmin and they were laughing at something. Chan smiled and they continued walking to the dorms. He had to go to Felix sooner because either way, it would be suspicious.  

"Do you know how would you propose to him?" Hyunjin asked. 

"I'm thinking about an envelope in a box in a box in a box.. you know. A big box full of smaller boxes and like that till the end - an envelope. And I would maybe make a... you know, these "ticket" for a kiss" but this time it's going to be a ticket for an "unforgettable experience" and then when he's disappointed with the present because he loves presents, I will take his hand and I will fall on my knee." He mumbled. 

"He would totally love it." 

"I know."