Desired / Chanlix /

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Jisung finally got home. He grabbed his stuff for the practice, but the second after, he realized that he was feeling way too bad. He but his lip, slowly walking to the door. He grabbed the door handle and he was ready to go, but his body was begging for him to go back and go to sleep. So, he slowly made a step back. Then, he made a second one. He left his backpack on the foor and he collapsed on the bed.

****

Hyunjin saw his notifications and there were a few missed calls. One from Changbin and three from Chan. He wasn't in the mood to go to practice. He wasn't in the mood to do anything, he just had to have his time to think about what would happen. What would happen if he told Jisung? What would happen if he kept his desire for Felix a secret? What would happen if it wasn't that fucked up?

He put out his last cigarette and looked up to see the buildings in front of him. He had no choice, all he had to do is to go and buy a new pack of cigarettes. 

****

"Tell me where is Jisung," Chan asked, looking at Minho. "Tell me where he is!" He almost yelled.

"I don't know, he didn't come home last night. Where's Hyunjin?" Minho replied. "Jisung is not the only one missing practice today. Maybe they had a fuck situation, you know?" Minho said annoying Chan. He wasn't ready for this, but most of all, he was mad at Minho for saying it.

"Call him, he's close with you enough to pick up. Changbin, what's happening with Hyunjin?" Chan looked at Changbin. He didn't know what to say, except to finally tell him that this morning Jisung was with Hyunjin in their room.

"The little information that I have is that Hyunjin brought him home, because he was dead drunk yesterday, and they went out together this morning." He finally said.

Chan rolled his eyes. "I know that me and him are not on good terms, but taking my best friend somewhere, making him get drunk and taking him home is not what I would close my eyes for." He said. Chan didn't even have more time to say anything, because the coach was there.

"Good morning," he came closer to the captain. "I see two of the boys are missing. Where they are?" The Coach asked. Chan didn't know what to say.

"Jisung wasn't feeling well and Hyunjin... I don't know about him." Chan whispered. "I think he's not feeling good too."

"Tell Hyunjin that I need to speak with him. I saw how he played on the game last time." The man said. "Okay, have a little train in the beginning and make two little games. You don't have to think about the teams, I will make them and I will come back in half an hour.

****

The field was slowly getting blank. Every single one of the players went into the lockers room, leaving only the captain there, who was the one and only to see the slowly approaching Hyunjin.

"Hyunjin?" Chan called and went closer.

"Hello, Bang Chan." He said slowly getting closer to him. There was the fence that kept them apart from each other. "Can I speak with the coach?"

"Yes." Chan nodded.

"I want you to be there too." Hyunjin mumbled. Chan didn't know what that meant, but he said that he was okay with it and both of them started walking alongside with the Fence, until they were able to meet on one side of it. Then, they both went to see the coach and going there together brought them back to the moment where Chan was the chosen one for the captain's position.

When they finally met the coach, Hyunjin smiled a little bit.

"I'm leaving." He said.

"What? Is that why you didn't come today? You're leaving?????" Chan asked him. "No, I need you!"

The coach didn't say anything at first.

"Hyunjin, I hate you for taking my best mate and I hate you for making him drink that much, but I need you for the next game. I need your help, because without you I won't be able to do it."

"But I can't be helpful." Hyunjin mumbled.

"Is this your final decision, Hyunjin?"

"Yes." He said and Hyunjin smiled. "I need time."

****

"Hey, Love," chan hugged Felix from behind. "Are you hacking something again?" He laughed, but Felix turned and smiled like a kid.

"The exam at the end of this year. But now, the committee are not sure what to put in it. I can watch them discussing on the chat - life time." He said and Chan rolled his eyes. "But you know what I found?"

"What?"

"If you don't take the cup this year, they will close the football club." Felix said. "And that there are going to theee transfers from different schools."

Chan took a deep breath. "They are going to close it?"

"Maybe."

"I need to call Hyunjin." Chan took his phone and called Hyunjin.no answer. "Fuck."

"Why are you calling him, and not the coach?" Felix asked him reaching up to kiss him.

"Because Hyunjin just left the team." He said and bit his lip. "And if we don't have the next win, we're already out."

Felix hugged him tightly and kissed his forehead.  He reminded Chan that he should speak about it later with Hyunjin, maybe on the next day?