Chan was the captain of the football team in high school. He could make even straight men gay and lesbian girls straight.
Felix was a skater boy dreaming of a music career. No one talk with him except his roommate.
And Jennie... She was the captai...
Hyunjin sat on the window, smoking his cigarette, not giving a shit that someone might see him doing it in the dorm. Changbin was on his bed, chatting with someone on his phone. He didn't know why Hyunjin was such an asshole these days, but he didn't want to ask him, scared that he might start yelling at him the same way he yelled at Lisa. Changbin could remember the words, yet, he didn't know what had happened.
"Leave me alone, Lisa. I don't like her, I don't want her to bang with me, I just want piece!"
Changbin asked him once about him and Jennie.
***
"So, you and the cheerleader, you both are pretty close..." he started, knowing that if there was something, Hyunjin was going to tell him. But there were five minutes of silence, and this was a sing that he didn't want to tell him, or that there was only the sex and the pleasure and nothing more.
"Why do I have to tell you? Me and Jennie are friends." He answered and left the room without even trying to be nice to his bestfriend.
***
"Did Jennie leave you?" Changbin approached him in a few more minutes. It was the third cigarette for Hyunjin on that window. He didn't answer. "Hyunjin, why are you not talking with me?" He asked him and again, no response. Changbin want even closer and sighed. "I am your bestfriend..." he started, but very soon he changed the way his thought was going. "Is it because Chan let me play, but not you?"
There was no answer. Just the first cigarette was lit up and he started smoking it. Changbin grabbed his hand.
"I'm not gay, Changbin!" Hyunjin hissed. "No, it's not because of the game. It's because I did something wrong..." Changbin didn't ask what, he just left his hand and leaned back on the wall. "I raped a girl, because I was mad at Chan. The girl was Jennie and the fight me and Lisa had earlier was because of this." He finally spoke.
"So, you don't like Jennie at all."
"Didn't I told you I liked Chan already?" Hyunjin asked him.
"I thought you were doing this just to make me stop asking you. I didn't really believe those words." Changbin laughed. "I know you, man. I know you're not gay."
"Sure. But I really like a boy. I'm not lying to you... now what, will you stop talking with me, because I may be gay?" Hyunjin threw the last of his cigarettes out of the window and looked at him. "Will I hate me?"
"Of course not, Hyunjin. Why would you think I would hate you for that?" Changbin asked him. He was confused, they already talked about it. He was fine with this.
"I know, we... we've seen each other naked and stuff..." Hyunjin looked at him.
"But you're not in love with me. So,what's the problem?"
Hyunjin shrugged. "I'm glad that nothing is going to change between us."
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MilesAWay this is the face he does, when he's sad. KiwiJisung
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ChasingStarZ pst, y u left me on seen?? Both of you!!!!!
cSansO YOU'RE GORGEOUS, KiwiJisung
KimmieJ babyyyyy
4 replies --- Lollisababy? Hes a cutie! --- Lex_Private Yes, and I thought you loved me. --- Lollisa wtf, I don't like KiwiJisung like that.... --- KimmieJ stop spamming me.
HardOnU you're like a baby, Jisung.
KiwiJisung no, that's not my face when I'm sad. That's my face when I try not to punch MilesAWay in the face.
Han looked at Minho. "Will you ever stop sharing pictures of me?" The older one started laughing.
"Why? You're a cute baby!" Minho said and hugged him.
"Okay then. Share as much pictures you want, but we're telling everyone about our secret relationship..." Jisung said and smiled. At this time Minho didn't seem that happy. He took a deep breath and shook his head.
"No way!" He said out loud. "This will fuck up everything."
"Chan knows already, why don't we at least tell the others?" Jisung asked him.
"I don't want them to know. I'm scared of the society." Minho mumbled. "We've already spoken about this, why don't you just stop asking me this question..." he begged. "I don't want to fight with you, love, but I'm not ready yet."
"You're never gonna be ready, you're going to just fucking leave it a secret and you're gonna keep this secret forever?!" Jisung yelled at him. The second after that, he regretted this act and he came closer to hug his boyfriend. "I'm so sorry, Minho," he mumbled. "I am scared too, but we can do it together..."
"I'm not doing it, Jisung. I told you before and I will tell you again. This is not going to happen." Minho said. He was sure in his words, he was ready to take the full responsibility for these words too. He knew that he's gonna win the game if he just hug him tight and whisper in his ear.
"When will we be a normal couple?" He asked crying. "When will you start thinking more about me and my feelings?"
"I'm doing it for both of us, Love. You know it." Minho whispered kissing his forehead. "Are you still mad?"
"I will be fine." Jisung said and closed the door behind him. Minho looked at the door and sighed. He was risking too much,but it was worth the try.
