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Hyunjin came back with a pizza in his hands. His smile was big enough to lit up the whole room. 

"Your roommate is not going to come tonight?" Jisung asked, making some space on the chair that they used for a table. "Because I don't want him to come and see me here."

"Why?" Hyunjin asked, leaving the pizza on the chair. "Well, he went out with Seungmin and so far I know that he sometimes sleeps in their room because it happened to be that Seungmin and Changbin were cousins. I don't know, but he wants them to be closer or... I don't know, but I don't care." He explained and sat next to Jisung. "What movie?" 

"What genre, or..." 

"Whatever, I'm fine anyway." Jisung started thinking about it and smiled a bit. "I'm so sorry, I have to go to the toilet. Be there in a minute." Hyunjin left the laptop and rushed to the bathroom. Jisung looked at him smiling, but his phone rang. He took it and answered as fast as he could. 

"Where are you?" Chan asked through the phone. He was close to yelling which almost frightened Jisung. 

"Chill, I'm with Hyunjin in his room. Why? What's up?" He answered and smiled a little. 

"Heard about Minho... Wait, you're... Where?"

It seemed that Chan wasn't really prepared to hear that, but Jisung acted like it was the most normal thing on this planet. 

"In Hyunjin's room. I will talk with you later, okay? Bye!" He said fastly, hearing Hyunjin going out of the bathroom. When he came back, he sat next to Jisung and looked at him, taking his laptop again. 

"So, which film's gonna be tonight?"  Hyunjin asked him and bent over him for a second. "Hm?" 

"I don't know..." He mumbled. 

"Okay, I will open Netflix and I will go with the first one that's coming up, okay?" Hyunjin asked him and he nodded. 

"I'm okay with everything if it's gonna be with you," Jisung mumbled. 

As he opened Netflix, the first movie that came up was Brokeback mountain. He looked at Jisung with a raised eyebrow. 

"Do you know this movie?" 

"No..." Jisung shook his head. 

"Well, me too. Let's watch it." Hyunjin played it, leaving his laptop on the bed and grabbed some pizza, sitting next to Jisung so they both will be able to watch the movie. The first ten minutes of the film, they weren't that interesting and they were stealing seconds to look at each other, trying not to lose the connection between the beginning and the end of the film. 

"Oh, this is the Joker guy..." Hyunjin pointed at one of the characters. "Heath Ledger?" 

"Yes, that's him. And is this Jake... How was his name? Gyll..." 

"Gyllenhaal?" 

"Sure!" They both laughed. Quickly after that, they left the conversations aside, they continued eating pizza and watching the movie. Hyunjin kept stealing seconds to glance at Jisung and look at his beautiful face with a stupid smile without a reason on it. 

After a while, Hyunjin paused the movie and looked at Jisung. "So, you're telling me, that they, two straight men, are going to be whole summer in the fucking mountain and they're still STRAIGHT?" 

Jisung started laughing. "Well, after you said it, it doesn't make that much sense now." they laughed and played the movie again. 

*** 

The movie was over. Both of them weren't ready for it. Both of them weren't thinking straight while they were watching it. Hyunjin kept telling himself that he's not a rapist and he doesn't have to do anything now. He doesn't have to even try to kiss Jisung. He kept telling himself that this guy had just broken up with his boyfriend and he had to stay away still. 

Jisung wasn't really thinking sexually. He needed someone to hug him while they were watching because it was what Minho did. Whenever they watched a movie, Minho used to wrap his hands around Jisung and now this wasn't happening. Hyunjin didn't do that, maybe because he wasn't like Minho. 

The fact was that Jisung liked Hyunjin more than he liked Minho. Sometimes Minho would act like Jisung was a baby. Other times he would act like Jisung had to think like a grown-ass man.

"Hey, Jisung?" Hyunjin asked him and he immediately looked at him. 

"Uh?" Jisung mumbled. 

"I asked you if you want to watch another movie or..." 

"I'm tired. Can we go to sleep?" He whispered and Hyunjin nodded. "Do you have a t-shirt that will fit me?" He asked slowly, helping Hyunjin to leave the plates from the pizza on the counter. 

"That would fit you? They will all look like you're a cute midget!" Hyunjin chuckled. 

"I'm not small!!" Jisung protested and Hyunjin hugged him from behind, whispering, "I know, but you're cute and I was right about it." 

Jisung smiled. He wasn't able to feel that kind of emotion since he and Minho started having fights. A few months now Minho was somehow away from him, even though they were every day together. 

"I'm sorry," Hyunjin mumbled and gave him a t-shirt. "This would do the work. You can use Changbin's bed if..." 

"Can I sleep with you?" Jisung interrupted him. "I don't want to feel alone." 

"Of course." Hyunjin nodded. He took off his clothes and put on a t-shirt too. He turned off the lights and went under the sheet next to Jisung, who hugged him immediately. Hyunjin had nothing more to do than to wrap his hands around him and kiss his forehead. 

"Sleep well, little boy." He whispered and the boy in his hands smiled. He felt so good hearing this right before he went to sleep. 

"Sleep well, Hyunjin." He whispered back and kissed his cheek. Hyunjin smiled but didn't say anything. He didn't even move, he just smiled for a while and closed his eyes, ready to go to sleep.