Desired / Chanlix /

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Hello, guys!

I want to apologize for not uploading for almost a week. I've been busy and tired and my depression is rising from death and yeah. But since we reached 600 reads, I could not remain silent and I decided to spend some time in the Desired world, so I can give you a small but any kind of update. It's not a long one, but it's a cute one. And I hope you would not be disappointed. 

Hope you will like it!

Love, SD

It has been three days since Chan and Felix had a fight. Chan didn't manage to speak about it no matter how much he wanted to. Felix was scared to lose him, so he remained silent about their problems.

Every single night after the fight Felix and Chan watched Netflix with a ball of popcorn between them. No one wanted their bodies to be in touch because it would distract them from the movie. Chan was scared to touch him because the other day when they were lying in bed, he accidentally hit Felix and now his tight was all colored in blue.

"Popcorn and Netflix?" Chan asked, coming home from practice. Felix was dressed as if he was going outside, so the older one looked at him confused. "Where are you going?" Chan asked. He wanted to be only his curiosity, but he knew that this was the jealousy he felt at this time. Hyunjin. This was the answer Chan wasn't the same time afraid to hear and ready to face, because he knew it was going to be this one.

"I was out while you were at practice. I'm not going anywhere now." Felix said and removed his shirt. "Why?"

"Because, baby, you're mine, and if Hyunjin and Changbin..." chan slowly approached him and hugged him tight from behind. He placed his chin on his shoulder and left a little kiss on his neck. "I don't want you to be around them." He whispered.

"So, I am not allowed to have friends," Felix asked.

"I didn't say that. I said that I don't want you near them, because they're trying to find a way to break me." Chan told him. "I can't think about losing you, baby!"

"Well, you will have to speak to them," Felix said.

"No way!" Chan grabbed his waist and turned him just so he could face him. A smile appeared on Chan's lips, giving just a hint of what was going to happen. He went closer to him and kissed him. "I love you, bunny," Chan whispered and kissed him again.

"What the fuck, you never call me bunny after that night...?" Felix looked confused. "Why now?"

He sat on the chair and looked up to see Chan's face. He studied it all, trying to remember the confused look in his eyes. Something new. Felix smiled.

"I just..." he mumbled. His eyes went slowly down on Felix's lips and he swallowed as if he was impatient to kiss him. "I missed my bunny, that's it," Chan said quietly and kissed him slowly on the lips. "I'm so sorry if..." 

"I understand." Felix blurted and stood up from there, walking towards the bunk bed. 

"You were out? With who?" Chan asked him from behind. Felix hesitated a bit, thinking about the answer. If he said the truth they would probably have a fight again. If he didn't, Chan would automatedly know he was lying.   

"Jennie and Changbin. Hyunjin was at practice." Felix said and sat on his bed. "Why? Do you even care?" 

Chan swallowed. He was going to yell at him, but he had to keep his anger.  After everything, he didn't want to make things worse between him and Felix. He bit his lower lip. 

"I do care." He whispered. "Go out with whoever you want to, I..." 

"Are you jealous? I don't think Changbin or Hyunjin is gay, so..." Felix mumbled. "Can we do something together finally? I missed you." 

Chan sat next to him and took his hand in his. He opened his palm and slowly caressed it with fingers, while a big smile was making him look like he was the happiest person in the world. He wasn't, he was jealous, he was mad, he wanted Felix for himself and that was it, but he had to hide this for now. He wanted Felix to feel good. 

"Can I just kiss you?" Felix whispered. Chan didn't answer, he took his face in his hands and slowly pulled it closer just to press his lips on the others. A taste of strawberries tickled the footballer's tongue and he slowly smooched Felix's tongue. 

He was addicted to him in every way, he could literally kiss him all day long without a break. He could hug him forever, he could cuddle him for hours and he wouldn't be satisfied. He wanted every part of living with Felix and being with him not only in one room but in a relationship too. And the one thing he loved the most in being with Felix wasn't the sex which was the best he had ever experienced, it was the cuddles. The soft warming smell of fruits stuck in Felix's hair, his soft skin touching Chan's, his feet slowly stroking Chan's while he was cold, his paws hiding between Chan's tights. Cuddles was what they loved the most with each other.  But Felix's kisses were the entrance to a whole new world for Chan. 

"Are you," the younger mumbled, taking gasping for breath, "jealous?"

"I'm worried," Chan said and kissed him again, taking his body in his lap and slowly continuing to kiss him, he started touching his body, making strokes all over his belly and back. Felix mumbled in the kiss. He wanted to feel Chan in him, but he had to tease him a little bit.