Desired / Chanlix /

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Jisung woke up with a heavy headache. He wanted to look to the other side to see who was there. But he preferred to stay like that because feeling someone's naked body next to him made him feel a little bit better. All he could feel was how good was it and how soft the skin was. He could feel abs he would only dream of, he could feel biceps that can turn him on. He was curious who was it because of one thing he knew for sure, it wasn't Minho. The last thing he could feel was his breath, running down Jisung's very sensitive skin on his neck. He tried to turn around and as soon as he could finally get to see who was the person sleeping with him, he almost screamed out his name.

"Hyunjin?" He looked at him surprised. "What...."

"My roommate is sleeping, please don't scream," Hyunjin said and smiled. "How are you?"

"Bad... I, my... My head hurts..." he mumbled. "What happened?" 

"What happened? Do you remember anything?" Hyunjin asked him, trying to get up, but Han dragged him back into the bed. "What?" 

"I'm going to be cold if you go away," Jisung mumbled. "And, yes I remember. I drank whiskey in a bar and you were there. But did we..." Hyunjin rolled his eyes. "I need to know that I didn't cheat on my boyfriend." 

"Boyfriend?" Hyunjin asked him. He let out a deep sigh and rolled his eyes. Of course, Jisung still wanted Minho. He didn't say anything, he just stood up and searched for the box with the medicines. He took out a pill and took a glass of water. "Drink it, it will help you with the headache," he said and turned to take his clothes and finally got dressed. While he was doing it, Jisung looked ad his back with a little smile on his lips. "You have to drink something sour." 

"Why?" 

"It will help you with the hungover." 

Jisung sighed. "Was it really that bad?" 

"Yes. It was that bad." 

Then Hyunjin gave him his clothes. "And you have to take a walk, it will help you." 

*** 

"Morning, babe!" Chan kissed Felix and he smiled. 

"Morning." He looked at his lips and raised his head a little bit up to kiss him. 

"Are you better? We have to talk about last night," Chan insisted. Felix knew they had to talk. He knew that he had to finally tell him everything. But what if Chan doesn't feel that okay with all of this and wants to do something to Hyunjin. 

"I have to go to a class soon, so we can just..." 

"Tell me what happened yesterday." Chan insisted, sure that if he keeps this attitude Felix won't continue making excuses. "It's seven in the morning, and for real, you have two hours before class. Please, tell me what happened..." 

"Hyunjin finally told me everything," Felix mumbled. "I mean... He never liked you, all of this time, he liked me. He told me that he was scared that he might be gay and he raped Jennie..." Felix stopped. 

"Shh..." Chan grabbed his body and wrapped his hands around him, pressing him as tight as he could to himself. "Shhh, don't cry, okay?" he saw the tears in Felix's eyes and he kissed him, still trying to make him stop. "It's gonna be okay." 

"But she doesn't deserve it. I hate her because she wants you, but I can't say that she deserves to be treated like that. Hyunjin raped her. This is her third time being raped. I can't even imagine how she's feeling after this. I... I saw her last post and I got mad at her, but this might be some kind of attitude to cover how deeply she needs someone to be there for her." Felix mumbled. "Hyunjin's not a good person, but neither am I. I never spoke with her, ever since she came out of the hospital, she... She waved at me one day and I ignored her because I was scared that I would ask her and she would feel bad imagining it again," Felix cried out. "But Hyunjin... He knew everyone in this fucking school knows how broken she was, and now he's doing the same for her because he eventually likes me and he's scared that he's gay." 

"Baby, shh..." Chan hugged him tighter. "It's fine. Everything's going to be okay. She has her parents, she has Lisa, Jisoo, and Rose, they will be there for her, don't think that she's alone. She's not." Chan reminded him. "Hyunjin... I don't know what to say about him, he's a jerk." 

"He told me this and I left him there like I never knew his name. I just stood and came straight back here. I was shocked. I know he doesn't have a lot of friends. He doesn't have a lot of real friends. Only his roommate and me. And now I feel bad for him because he's alone. But at the same time, I can't talk with him, because I felt so disgusted. How can she rape a girl? And Jennie? Not any girl, but her? After all that happened to her, he did it exactly the same...?" 

"You don't have to think that much about it." 

"Your practice starts at..." 

"11. I have a lot of time, you have classes before me." Chan told him and caressed his head. "Are you feeling better?" 

"No, but somehow relieved," Felix mumbled. "I hate people that are bad to other people..." He reminded Chan and the older one smiled. 

"I know, sunshine!" He smiled and kissed him. "Are you feeling better?" 

"Stop asking me... I just thought that I will... Uhm... I thought that we will be friends, but then..." Felix mumbled. "We can't be friends." 

"You just have to stop thinking about it." Chan reminded him and kissed his forehead. "Do you want me to play some music?" 

"I prefer singing, but yeah, set the mood, I will sing whatever you play.." He smiled and looked at Chan while he went to take his laptop to play some music that Felix would like.