Desired / Chanlix /

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Jisung giggled taking one of the toys for the Christmas tree. Hyunjin grabbed him and helped him to put it somewhere on the top part of the tree. Jisung thanked him and kissed his cheek. 

"Hey, hey!" someone came through the door. "I'm back!" His dad said and Han ran to meet him at the door. He hugged him so hard, Hyunjin slowly showed up too. "This is that nice man?" 

"Yes, this is Hyunjin." Han smiled and left him to meet his father. 

"Nice to meet you, Mr. Han." 

"Oh, you can just call me father. You don't have to act like you're not a part of this family." He smiled and hugged him. Hyunjin felt the warmth of his hug and smiled, his eyes got watery. When he pulled him away, he looked at him and thanked him. 

"For nothing. Jiji, where's your mother?" 

"Cooking something." He said and looked at Hyunjin for a while to see if he was feeling good. He looked sad. 

"Okay, thanks." He finally mumbled and continued to the kitchen, leaving the boys in the hallway. Jisung took Hyunjin's hand and pulled him closer to hug him. 

"What's happening, baby?" 

"I'm so sorry..." Hyunjin almost cried.

"Come."

Jisung started walking upstairs to his room, holding Hyunjin's hand. He wanted to hide him from everyone so that he would finally say why he god so sad. 

When they entered Jisung locked the door and looked at his eyes. Hyunjin's eyes were already leaking. "Hey, hey!" he mumbled. "Hyunjin, baby look at me." Jisung made him finally meet his gaze. "What's happening?" 

"I never felt the love of a father." He mumbled and bit his lip. "When your dad hugged me, I felt so strange. Like... It was so good, I never felt like that." He mumbled through his tears. 

"Sh, love... Everything's fine, okay?" Jisung kissed him. "Don't cry. Now you have me and you have a family. Be happy about it, kay?"

Hyunjin nodded. "I'm so sorry for being that damaged." 

"It's not your fault. Don't be sorry for who you are. Please, I want you to feel good." He mumbled and kissed him again. "I really want to be with you." 

"Me too." Hyunjin dragged him and pressed him hard to his own body. "I love you." 

"I love you too." Jisung smiled and kissed him. "Just please, I don't want to see you sad anymore." 

"I won't be," Hyunjin assured him and kissed him again. "Now we have to continue decorating the tree." 

"Yes, mum will kill us if we're late for dinner." He laughed and returned downstairs to continue decorating the Christmas tree. 

*** 

"There!" a woman almost yelled. "There are our babies!" 

"They're grown-ups already!" another woman cheered. "Christopher!" She waved.

"Felix! Chris!" The other one waved too. Chan and Felix saw them and smiled. They waited for the crowd to be smaller to run and meet their mothers. When it was possible they both started running and then they hugged them tightly. 

"We missed you, boys," Mrs. Lee mumbled and kissed them one by one. 

"Are you hungry?" 

"Felix ate two kids' menus at McDonald's, I don't think he's hungry..." 

"I am. But I want something warm and..." 

"Home-cooked?" his mum laughed at him. "My baby's so big now." 

"Ah, your uncle gave me your things. Everything's here." Chan's mum said and hugged Felix. 

"We missed you so much, guys!" Lix's mom hugged them both and kissed their cheeks. 

They continued walking to the car. 

"Australia is exactly the same as it was before," Chan said and took Felix in his arms. "I miss living here, but Korea..." 

"If we stood there, we would never meet Hyunjin and Jisung. And now they're our closest..." Felix said. 

"Mom, there's a guy... At first, he hated Chan because he was taking his spot in the team, but now, they look like they're friends now." Felix told her and smiled. "And his boyfriend is Chan's best friend and now we're like... friends all with them both. And with other members from Chan's gang." 

"You finally started making friends there?" Her mum asked him. She was surprised. "Really?" 

"Yes. I... I met Hyunin first when he still hated Chan. And we became friends and when he started dating Jisung, Chan and he became closer. I don't know what exactly happened." 

"Hyunjin just said a lot of things to me," Chan explained. 

"I'm happy that my baby finally has some friends." She smiled and they all got in the car. 

"Now who wants us to stop somewhere?" 

"HOME!" Chan and Felix said in one voice and Felix collapsed on Chan's lap. "What now, baby?" he asked, caressing him slowly and smiling. 

"I'm sleepy and I'm hungry," he mumbled. 

"We have an hour driving home, so you can sleep." Chan's mum said and turned to see him. "Chan, behind in the back there should be something to cover him," she said and Chan took it out to cover Felix. "He's still that baby, right?" 

"No, he's the one that's doing all the housework, while I'm practicing and I have classes. He's the one that's cooking for me." 

"This is something that we all know." His mum laughed and he looked at her. 

"What?" 

"Is he sleeping already?" Chan nodded. "He's still the same...." she mumbled and looked straight ahead. "Does he do that often?" She asked, and Chan sighed. 

"One day his skater friends called me, he wasn't eaten all day, but I got there asap and everything's fine from then," Chan said and looked at him. "I always try to remind him that he has to eat." 

"I'm so grateful that you're there with him. I don't know how would I leave him to go without you," she assured him. 

"He's my responsibility since the day I was big enough to take care of him. It's nothing new for me." Chan reminded her. 

"Yeah, you had to always watch over him."