Desired / Chanlix /

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The party was over and whatever happened there was already forgotten. But there was Felix, constantly trying to forget what Hyunjin have told him. He wondered if this was the only reason why Hyunjin wanted to spend so much time with him. Maybe this was a part of a plan that would help him be closer to Chan.

No matter what was this all about, he felt so bad about it. He felt down because of it and he didn't want to talk with anyone. Including Chan.

Chan on the other hand was gathering his clothes from the bed, putting them in a bag, almost ready to go to practice. Felix asked him if he was able to go there, but Chan told him that it would never be a good idea. He told him that Hyunjin will be there and if he sees Felix on the field, he would know that there's something wrong with them and their 'friend'ship. 

Felix sat on his own bed and took his phone. He was sad, because he wanted to be there. He wanted to see if Hyunjin does something. Maybe he would try telling Chan the truth which scared the boy to death. He wanted to protect his boyfriend from Hyunjin at any cost.

"I will come with you."

"If you come with me, tell me who's going to tell them that you're not there because of me only?" Chan asked him, taking his back and walking to the door.

"I'm jealous, Chan!" Felix mumbled.

Chan left his bag on the floor and came closer to him. He kissed him and smiled. "Did you really say that you're jealous, baby?"

Felix chuckled. "Yes, I am jealous..." he mumbled and laughed a little bit. His voice was high pitched and Chan loved when he did that with his voice, so he dared to imitate him, making a cute sad puppy face. "Stop!" Felix said with his deep voice and Chan laughed.

Then they kissed and the older boy went out for practice, leaving the younger one alone with his thoughts.

If Hyunjin liked Chan, then why did he want to hang out with me? If he really liked Chan, then why did he wanted to spend that much time with him? Maybe this was a plan....

Felix thought.

Maybe he meant to try becoming closer with Felix, so he would be able to have excuses to go in their room and meet Chan "by accident". Or maybe he wanted to ask Felix if Chan was gay... or maybe, this plan was way more thought out.

He sighed at got up, he grabbed his board and went off to go skate. While he was skateboarding through people and dogs, he stopped at the skateboard park and smiled. He could see a few of his classmates and no matter that he didn't want to speak with them, he had to say hi.

"Oh, Min, look!" Someone yelled. "Is this really Felix? He stopped coming here and..."

"Hi, Guys!" Felix smiled, hearing them talking. They said "hi" back and smiled. Of course, felix just grabbed his board in his hand and started running. He left the board fall on the ground almost jumping over it and started speeding up. When he reached one of the ramps, he concentrated and jumped from it with the board, making a trick.

"WOW" someone yelled.

"Did you see?" Someone else whispered.

"Felix is back," others started chanting.

Felix went back to his friends with a smile.

"Did I miss something?" He asked, trying to calm his own breathing down. He smiled and bit his lip.

"Yes, Min has a girlfriend and I got a new tattoo!" A boy said.

"I don't care. I asked about the park." Felix said. "I know we should be always be here if you want them to keep it, but I had some things to do." He mumbled.

"I heard he went to Jennie's party." Someone else came closer.

"Yangmin." Felix murmured.

"Felix." The boy that came now smiled. "I was wondering why did you go to a party if you don't have friends?"

"My roommate made me go. He's the captain of the football team..." Felix smiled, thinking about Chan. "Why?"

"I think you lie to us. And also, you always say that we have to be here, but for the past two months you're not staying here more than an hour or so." Yangmin said. They used to call him Yangyang, but since he and Felix had to deal with one girl that loved YangYang, Felix stopped calling him like that. He knew he had to stop, but he couldn't until then.

"Yangyang, baby boy, stop asking me what do I do or what do I have to do..." Felix started.

"Yangyang is right." Min said. "He asked you if you could be here when he's going home to see his parents. You weren't. He asked you to tell him if there's something and you didn't. Now, half of the park is already for young mothers with babies." Min spit out. "Anything to say about it?"

"I would never let you down, guys. But I was really too busy to be here. I had so many things to do and the study and..." Felix tried to lie. He wanted to stay with Chan for more time now. He was going to spend all of his minutes with his boyfriend, no matter  what.